July 10, 2024 - About shame and guilt

 

These two feelings are at the bottom of David Hawkins' scale of consciousness, at levels 20 and 30, well below the neutral level of courage (level 200). They are the most energy-consuming feelings and the ones that need to be worked on intensively. From level 20 of shame, there is one more step to the decision to give up on life. Here are the people who no longer see any point in continuing their path here.

I make a list of all the things I'm ashamed of in my life (I have a few, mostly related to the way my body looks), of all the things I remember feeling guilty about (quite a lot, mostly related to my parents and family), and then a list of all the things I'm ashamed of and feel guilty about related to money (many related to the fact that I disappointed my family when I gave up a stable job after they invested in me for so many years to make a career, and the fact that I've spent too much on myself lately on personal development courses and various spirituality programs).

I release them all with Theta...

What's interesting to note - my perception of the scent of Ylang Ylang essential oil.

When I signed up for Loredana Savencu's program related to healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents, I also took a look at her essential oil program. Ylang Ylang was one of them, I happened to have it in the house but the smell seemed heavy, nauseating and unbearable.

After this Theta session I felt a strange and unexpected desire to smell it again. It attracted me instantly. I put a few drops in my palms and I couldn't stop smelling it - it seemed to me that it gathered all the perfumes of the earth - honey, pollen, dates, dozens of flowers, some phenomenal aromas that I couldn't stop smelling and feeling.

After this unexpected attraction I read the description of the perfume on Loredana's page:

"it supports those who have a hard time forgiving themselves and need to find peace in their souls."

What do you think? Since then I've loved this oil like crazy...I settled on its frequency.

July 6, 2024 - about money obsession

On David Hawkins' scale of consciousness, the desperate desire/obsession to have something is at level 125, well below the neutral level of courage (200) and in the category of feelings that drain you of energy, not that which charge you. At the time of writing this article I heard about the law of eristic escalation/balance which says that when you want something desperately, that thing moves away from you to restore the balance that you disturb with your desire. On July 6, I did not know this, but I suspected that the obsession with money was not good for me, that it was possible that it was one of the causes that prevented me from achieving the financial level that I wanted. I decided to release and replace the following programs related to the obsession with money, an obsession that I carry forward as an "inheritance" from my father and that must stop with me.

I am obsessed with money

I am desperate for money

I want money desperately

Money obsesses me

I am far too attached to money

I have an attachment to money

Without money I feel worthless

Money is my value

Money gives me value

Without money I am nobody

I have an overpowering desire for money

I must have money at all costs

Money defines me

Without money I have no value

I can attract money to me no

I have an addiction to money

I have a desire to attract money

My desire for money is more important than anything

I am a victim of the desire for money

I am obsessed with earning more and more money

Money satisfies me

I want more and more money

I am greedy for money

I constantly crave money

I have a passion for money

Money brings me satisfaction

I have a excessive need for money

I am greedy for money

I am frustrated by the lack of money

The lack of money causes me unfulfillment

Money is vital to me

Money is the center of my life

Money is more important than people

God is to blame for my lack of money

God wants to give me money no

My husband is my rival when it comes to money

I need to show the world that I earn a lot of money

People only respect me when I have a lot of money

I am accepted in society only when I have a lot of money

I feel good only when I have a lot of money

A lot of money brings me joy

I am satisfied only when I have a lot of money

Money compensates for my inner shortcomings

Money compensates for my flaws

I am respected only when I have money

Money is an end in itself for me

I always have money no

I am someone only when I have money

Money makes me someone

Money is clouding my mind

The desire for money is clouding my mind

Money is clouding my thinking

The desire for money is clouding my thinking

Only money brings me pleasure

Only with money can I have pleasure

Only with money can I have what I want

Only with money can I have satisfaction

Others are to blame for my lack of money

My money depends on others

My lack of money is also caused by my father's obsession with money

My father is to blame for my lack of money

I have no money because of my father

My father caused my money problems

Because of my father I have money problems

I must have all the money I want

Without money I am sad

Without money I am frustrated

When I don't have money, I am frustrated

When I don't have money, I am annoyed

When I don't have money, I feel unfulfilled

When I don't have money, I feel empty value

Less is more no

Money gives me self-esteem

I only feel good when I have money

Money gives me well-being

I can live without money no

Money gives me satisfaction

I need money to have satisfaction

Only with money am I free

Only money brings me real joy

I am only happy when I have money

Happiness is conditioned by money

April 14, 2023 - a unique experience - not of healing but of love and joy

 

Searching for piano music (my favorite instrument) on YouTube, I accidentally came across Pachelbel's Canon in D played on piano and violin. I felt the world around me stop - I vaguely remembered the song from somewhere and only then did I find out that it is often performed at weddings. Here it is below. This is the version that I think is the most successful:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5NgVpzAVgGU

I used muscle testing and found the song at level 500 Hawkins - the level of love. I simply could not stop listening to it. It is of a special fineness and delicacy.

And then another idea came to me - to listen to it with my eyes closed in the Theta state - I did the Theta meditation and once I reached the seventh plane I let the images "flow" by themselves. I saw cherry blossoms blooming around me, I was dressed only in white flowers, I was floating, flying, I felt an extraordinary state of joy and peace. Extraordinary - I have never felt such intense joy. I put the song on repeat from the YouTube settings and listened. I don't know how long - the child fell asleep next to me and I stopped only when my husband came in from outside to go to bed too. It seems to me a phenomenal experience that opens up new opportunities - to use the Theta state to experience high experiences, not just for healing.

I can't wait to find some peace and try again - a little harder these days with Easter guests, but I will succeed.

Definitely try! It's hard to describe in words the joy and well-being...

April 8, 2023 - download feelings 11-30 from David Hawkins' list

 

I told you here how I do it and what is the explanation behind the action... today I downloaded:

honor vs. flatter

receive vs. gather

support vs. combat

strive vs. fight

value vs. exploit

abundant vs excessive

acceptance vs rejection

true vs false

agreeable vs condescending

altruistic vs selfish

kind vs cruel

appreciative vs envious

approving vs critical

attentive vs indulgent

attractive vs seductive

attractive vs forced

authoritative vs dogmatic

benevolent vs uninvolved

warm vs feverish

charitable vs wasteful

April 4, 2023 - formulating and downloading feelings according to David Hawkins' lists

 

In the book "Power vs. Strength" on page 101 in the 2005 version from Daath Book Publishing House, David Hawkins formulates a list of adjectives in opposition, adjectives specific to levels of strength and levels of power. I will explain a little for those who are not familiar with the map of consciousness.

David Hawkins formulated, after years of study, a list of vibration levels at which people around the world are, some higher, others lower. The list starts from the level of shame to which Hawkins assigns the value 20 and goes up depending on the vibration or life energy available to each person. The more life force and energy we have and we have overcome the levels of negative feelings, the higher on the list we are. 30 is the level of guilt, 50 of apathy, 75 of pain, 100 of fear, 125 of desire (obsession with getting something), 150 of anger, 175 of pride and 200 of courage. True evolution begins after level 200. 250 is the level of neutrality, 310 of goodwill, 350 of acceptance, 400 of reason, 500 of love, 540 of joy, 600 of peace and over 700 of enlightenment. Hawkins specifies that around 80% of people are below 200, so they have a lot of work to do in their evolution.

Levels below 200 are characterized by strength and those above 200 by power. At the same time, Hawkins elaborates a list of adjectives or characteristics specific to strength and, at the same time, their antonyms specific to power. This is the list that I started working on/downloading with Theta. The list has 133 elements and today I took into account the first 13, that's how it ended up on the page, I didn't choose 13 with any particular meaning.

In Theta it is recommended to download positive feelings, not negative ones that are of no use to us. We download what joy feels like, not sadness or anger. And for those who don't know what it's like with these feelings, let me explain: there are situations in which a person has never felt a certain feeling or has not learned it in childhood in the correct form. If in order to receive love as children we had to do something, to give something in exchange, this means that we have not learned love in its pure form thought by the Creator but in its altered form, that is, love that you receive not unconditionally but with a condition. The download of the feeling of love in the divine perspective, downloads into our cells and teaches us the correct form of love, as it was intended in the Creator to recognize it from now on:

I used the following list from Hawkins' book:

choosing to... vs. having to...

abandoning vs. worrying

soothing vs. irritating

asking vs. demanding

leading vs. constraining

believing vs. insisting

giving vs. taking

liberating vs. restricting

doing vs. receiving

being vs. having

sharing vs. accumulating

encouraging vs. promoting

giving vs. to dry up

I obviously used the first element of each pair, that is, the adjectives related to power, level 200+ and combined them with the following phrases related to the discharge of feelings, phrases taken from the advanced Theta Healing manual and from Isabela Georgescu's DNA Basic course:

I understand the definition of the All-Creator regarding...

I understand what I need to feel then...

I understand when and how...

I know the perspective of the All-Creator on...

I know that it is possible...

I understand the truth and perspective from the highest plane about what it means to...

I am allowed to...

I am safe to...

I live my daily life, moment by moment...

How do I proceed? I record the specific discharge meditation on my phone and then listen to it because I have no one else to help me. But it's ok, I'm moving forward...slowly but surely...

I'll try to download as often as I can, let's see if I feel every day, at least 10 new feelings to complete the entire list of 133 elements. The goal: increasing vibration on the Hawkins scale, accessing higher levels sooner...of course all combined with program cleaning sessions...I'll be back with other downloads.