June 22 - 23, 2024 - Manifestation and Abundance Isabela Georgescu - course review

 

There were around 40 people, an impeccably organized course, like all of Isabela's courses, a positive atmosphere throughout, many pair work sessions on various identified limiting programs. I didn't notice any immediate spectacular results, but I had various awarenesses and each element is a step forward.

Some ideas that I noted during the course:

- the value of money that we attract into our lives represents an image of our self-esteem

- what I do best - I take people out of their comfort zone

- I received and completed the "Abundance Questionnaire" - a questionnaire with 100 limiting programs from which it surprisingly emerged that I have much better self-esteem than I thought (I've been working on this for a few months and it seems that the results are visible). The weak point - self-esteem is good, but I do little for those around me, I offer too little, I expect more than I give - here I have work to do;

- I worked on resentments related to the level of evolution of my race;

- I released the energy of regrets, resentments, anger, greed, rage

- the course ended with a nice, revealing and funny exercise in which we were grouped in groups of 4 and for a few minutes 3 of us tried to visualize elements from the life of the fourth and say what we saw. The wow moment for me was when I told a classmate that I saw some blacker and whiter wolves attacking her and she confirmed that they were her fears that she was working on at that moment with the help of a course, the whiter wolves being the fears that had been overcome or were less strong.

Overall, a very useful course in which I learned to work as a therapist on other people - so far I have worked a lot on myself, but too little on others. I gained confidence to ask questions and listen to my intuition from this perspective as well.

June 3, 2024 - week 1 of Loredana Savencu's program - Conception and "I am love"

 

Today I finished the first week of Loredana's program related to healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents. The program began last Tuesday, May 28. It consisted specifically of a one-hour meditation, a meditation that also included the Theta healing technique whose role was to cleanse the moment of our conception of all energies that are not in line with love and then the 9 months until birth, one by one. We turned to cellular memory and each one relived emotions, feelings, events as best they could, tried to connect with their parents, especially their mother, and tried to cleanse negative emotions. This intention reminded me of the teachings of Neville Goddard who tells us to go back in the past and rewrite events that did not end the way we wanted. By "rewriting" I mean redoing events with a different ending. The meditation aimed primarily at implementing the program "I am love" and releasing all programs that are not in line with this main program. Then I sent love to everyone involved, us first, then to my mother and father to help them overcome any negative feelings they may have experienced during that period.

It was suggested to us to resume the meditation for 7 days and I think it was beneficial because at least every day I felt different emotions and visualized different scenes.

On the first day I felt joy from both parents, worry from my mother who was afraid of losing me, pride from my father who could not wait to see his "boy". From the fourth month I felt distance between my parents, I became sad, impatience from my father and my fear and then guilt that I did not turn out to be a boy as he wanted.

On day 2 I felt other emotions from my family - a feeling of abuse from my mother who perceived the conception in this way, I focused more on myself than on my parents compared to the first day, I sent the love program much more actively, I released much more negative emotions compared to the first day by yawning and crying much more. The next day was no longer one of discovery but of liberation. I no longer felt guilty for coming out as a girl. I felt impatient to go out and fulfill my mission. I didn't feel very connected to my parents, as I haven't been for 40 years. Only now have I started to actively approach them.

On days 3 and 4 I integrated the "I am love" program much better.

On days 5 and 6 - I definitely integrated the program because I wake up with it in my mind in the morning. On day 6 I no longer feel any negative feelings from my mother or other members of my family. I see everyone in the group, happy and enveloped in light. I am told my mission related to my people and I am told that I will integrate it into the meditation on the last day.

Day 7 - I continue to see my people as a united group and enveloped in light, me among them. I am told what I have to do regarding my people as a mission and I see 3 or 4 people who follow me and encourage me with confidence and who come to mind that they are my spiritual guides. I did not notice them in the previous days. I have integrated the "I am love" program.

In parallel, I am working with Loredana's 21-day program with orange essential oil, an oil that also aims to integrate the "I am love" program. I feel that it helps me receive the meditation more easily.

With this I have concluded the first week of the 12. I will come back with new impressions.

So far I am delighted with myself, with the results, with the discipline with which I manage to complete the program, I am better, calmer, I materialize abundance around me more easily, this week we manage to make almost 100 jars of sour cherry compote, the trees in the orchards around us give them to us with joy and we thank them. I am only at the beginning. In 3 months a lot of changes for the better can happen.

I'll be back...

May 23, 2024 - A Facebook post, negative feelings - again about money

 

I have always been a person who appreciated simplicity. Modest, always dressed simply and comfortably, I have always appreciated intelligence, abilities, success through one's own efforts, not with files and connections. When I was a student, my father gave me the business card of a friend of his who advised me to go to him to find a job. I immediately threw it away and got up on my own. In 10 years, I became a manager in a multinational and I considered it a great achievement even though I was not happy there and on top of all this, I was also poorly paid. Because I carried the seed of poverty within me. I always looked with disgust at the whims, the whims of those with ready money whom I secretly envied, but whom I considered stupid and incapable. I had a classmate in high school whose father was a judge. She always dressed in luxurious furs and didn't even look at us ordinary mortals.

I came from a simple, poor, peasant family. A generation ago, my family would go with an ox cart and plow the fields in the scorching heat. I was intelligent, a prize-winner, but my father wouldn't buy me furs. I envied and hated my colleague at the same time, I wanted to be like her and not be like her at the same time. And I finally had the opportunity to be with her in the Law exam at the end of high school. I studied hard for 4 years, I also took lessons with the professors at the faculty before the exam, I studied the subject from 3 history textbooks and one philosophy textbook. And I entered with the fee with a grade of 5 in philosophy and an 8 in history and she was the only one whose grade was increased from 5 to 8 after the appeal. Entire walls of appeals and she was the only one whose grade was increased out of hundreds of appeals. My first dose of reality and injustice because I doubt that anyone really read the 16-page paper I wrote in those 4 cruel hours of the exam. There were hundreds of candidates.

And then I came across the news in the image that stirred up mixed feelings in me: disgust, nausea, envy, anger, hatred, helplessness, frustration, nothing positive as you can see. I initially wanted to scroll further on the screen and then I told myself to face my feelings and clean them up once and for all. What limiting beliefs are causing me physical nausea? Why do I hate this being? I don't know her. She's the child of rich parents, I'm the child of a poor family. She's full of money, money she receives from her father, she's plump and botoxed like most luxury "divas" who don't know how to stand out in anything else. She also has some pictures of her brother, but he doesn't really cause me the same disgust. I consider him stupid and that's it. With her I have what I have. Rich, beautiful, but fake, with money I didn't work for, a life of luxury that she doesn't deserve because she doesn't know what work is. These are my thoughts. I don't know her, it's not fair to judge her, but that's how I feel and I have to heal what I feel. If I think about it, more thoughts come to mind - fake, snotty, disgusting, she likes to pose, she thinks she's phenomenal, but she's just an ordinary woman, I've seen more beautiful women than her, wow, how much evil and hatred in me... okay, let's get to work...

Let's see what beliefs she "inspires" me with:

Children from poor parents / from poor families can be rich NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can earn a lot of money NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can succeed in life NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can be successful NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can have beautiful and expensive things

Children from poor parents / from poor families can travel to luxurious destinations and enjoy all the benefits there NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can have luxurious and expensive houses NO

Children from poor parents / from poor families can have a lot of money NO

Children of poor parents / from poor families can have unlimited financial abundance NO

Children of poor parents / from poor families can have a lot of money by working a little NO

Children of poor parents / from poor families can have a lot of money by doing what they like NO

Children of poor parents / from poor families can have a lot of money easily NO

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you earn money hard

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you earn little money

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you earn money with a lot of work

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you can get rich NO

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you can have an easy life NO

If you have poor parents / if you come from a poor family you can have expensive houses and beautiful NO

If you have poor parents/if you come from a poor family you can have luxury things NO

Poverty attracts poverty

The poor stay poor

If you were born poor, you stay poor

I took them out but with difficulty and interruptions until I managed to do the entire meditation...they were well rooted. We see the results...

May 19, 2024 - I am signing up for Loredana Savencu's 12-session program, Healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents

 

The 5 free webinars convince me to sign up for the 12-session program, but in order to do so, I have to prove that I can easily get it. I don't have the money I need (meaning I will have it, I don't have it in time before the program closes) and I have to ask my husband. Otherwise, this would have filled me with frustration and dissatisfaction, I would have felt like the ultimate parasite, my ambition would have screamed at me: "Incompetent!". The proof that I am not working for nothing lately is that I ask my husband for the money I need with grace and he gives it to me with joy. I still have a slight wave of inner frustration, but it is much better than before. Well done to me :)

The program I will follow lasts 12 weeks and we will work on the following - healing

- the period before conception

- the 9 months of pregnancy

- birth trauma

- the inner child

- the relationship with the mother

- the relationship with the father

I have worked a lot on both of these, we are in substantially better relationships, but it never hurts to go further

- traumas from maternal grandparents

- traumas from paternal grandparents

- traumas from the family tree

I have worked a lot with myself on all of these, but chaotically through programs that inspired me at the moment. It is time for me to put a little order in this area of ​​my life.

I will come back with impressions from May 28th...

May 13, 2024 - I work on programs inspired by Loredana Savencu's free sessions

 

I am signing up for a 5-day session of free webinars hosted by Loredana Savencu about healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents. I already know a lot of information about the subconscious, about limiting programs, about the 5 wounds described by Lise Bourbeau. Loredana's sessions still inspire me to work on the following programs that I identify:

Because of the fact that I was suddenly weaned as a child:

I am a valuable person NO

I am very good NO

I deserve to be appreciated NO

I deserve to earn a lot of money NO

I have to suffer to evolve

I count NO

If I want money, there is a risk of being abandoned

If I earn a lot of money, there is a risk of being abandoned

I am valuable NO

If I want something, there is a risk of being abandoned

I trust my mother NO

And other programs identified and worked on in a general way during the webinars:

It is easier for me to give than to receive

You have to give to receive

Loved ones always abandon me

If you run after money, you lose your soul

If you have money, you lose your soul

If you make money, you lose your soul

May 7, 2024 - A new project as a freelancer, but difficulties due to my limiting beliefs

 

Today I receive a request to collaborate on a very large project, lasting 4 years. I'm initially very happy, but right when I'm given the first task, a real hurricane starts in our house - the child starts making faces at the laptop, he doesn't feel like leaving the laptop to free up the table for me, his father yells at him, we argue for hours because it's not the first time we've "benefited" from the little one's faces and figures, the child complains towards the evening of terrible pain in the table (anger against his father) and as if that were the case, I'm also informed that the first task in the project is postponed due to some changes requested by the client. Traffic jams with me, do you see them? I work the following programs:

Is such a great job possible for me no

Am I good enough for such a project no

Do I deserve such a project no

Is it a real project no

Is it possible to get such a job no

I am too small and important for such a project no

Is there any way to access something like this as a Romanian no

I will be made to pay high taxes

The authorities will find me and make me pay high taxes

Family is more important than the project and money

I am a mother and can work for such important authorities no

Is there any way to work with such important authorities no

If I earn money my husband will feel offended, useless, incapable

I must first be a mother, not earn money

I must take care of the family, not money

I can have a lot of money no

I deserve to have a lot of money no

If I have a lot of money, I am no longer a mother and wife

I am a nobody

Do I deserve to work for this organization no

I will pay very high taxes if I work for this organization on such a project

My life will be too easy

I will earn money too easily

I deserve to earn money too easily and have an easy life no

I have to work hard

I am a disgrace to my family if I don't work hard

I deserve to be the one chosen no

I can choose my source of income no

I have to be given work no to choose myself

I can be the one who chooses no

I have the right to choose my life and work no

Others control my life

It is normal for others to control my life

Anything is possible in my life no

I have a hard fate

I have a suitable fate

Everything is against me

I am lucky no

I deserve to live easily no

I deserve to earn money easily no

I deserve to be the chosen one no

I deserve to be the favorite no

I deserve to work with the best no

I have to sacrifice for my family

I have to sacrifice for my child

I have to sacrifice for my husband

The needs of my family are more important than mine

The wishes of my family are more important than mine

I can make decisions alone no

I can make decisions without my husband's opinion no

I have to take care of the needs of others first

The needs of others are more important

I deserve to receive no

I receive easily no

I have to give before receiving

I am allowed to receive even if I have not given before no

I must always give my share of what I earn

I am unique no

Others are better than me

Through this project I will be drawn into the system

Through this project I will become a victim of the system

Through this project I will be made to pay a contribution to the system

Through this project I will become a cog in the system

Through this project I will become too visible

Uniqueness is a weakness in the system

A few days later the project is resumed, but things are still going poorly for me, I still have work to do...

May 1, 2024 - I am signing up for two new Theta courses with Isabela Georgescu

 

June 22 - 23, 2024 - Manifestation and Abundance

June 28 - 30, 2024 - I'm resuming the Game of Life course, a course I tried to take last year with Delia Turcan, but I wasn't prepared and it ended in failure. I wrote about it here.

This time I paid them without effort, which means that all the work in 2023 was not in vain.

I'm back with impressions...