July 10, 2024 - About shame and guilt

 

These two feelings are at the bottom of David Hawkins' scale of consciousness, at levels 20 and 30, well below the neutral level of courage (level 200). They are the most energy-consuming feelings and the ones that need to be worked on intensively. From level 20 of shame, there is one more step to the decision to give up on life. Here are the people who no longer see any point in continuing their path here.

I make a list of all the things I'm ashamed of in my life (I have a few, mostly related to the way my body looks), of all the things I remember feeling guilty about (quite a lot, mostly related to my parents and family), and then a list of all the things I'm ashamed of and feel guilty about related to money (many related to the fact that I disappointed my family when I gave up a stable job after they invested in me for so many years to make a career, and the fact that I've spent too much on myself lately on personal development courses and various spirituality programs).

I release them all with Theta...

What's interesting to note - my perception of the scent of Ylang Ylang essential oil.

When I signed up for Loredana Savencu's program related to healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents, I also took a look at her essential oil program. Ylang Ylang was one of them, I happened to have it in the house but the smell seemed heavy, nauseating and unbearable.

After this Theta session I felt a strange and unexpected desire to smell it again. It attracted me instantly. I put a few drops in my palms and I couldn't stop smelling it - it seemed to me that it gathered all the perfumes of the earth - honey, pollen, dates, dozens of flowers, some phenomenal aromas that I couldn't stop smelling and feeling.

After this unexpected attraction I read the description of the perfume on Loredana's page:

"it supports those who have a hard time forgiving themselves and need to find peace in their souls."

What do you think? Since then I've loved this oil like crazy...I settled on its frequency.