In the morning I work:
I fear failure
I deserve to be successful NO
I deserve to be prosperous NO
Only men earn money
Men earn money only away from home.
How do I work them?
I enter the theta state with the help of the steps from the meditation, I give the command to delete these programs and to write other new programs that I feel would fit in their place.
The film attracted me in a strange way because it is not my kind of film. I prefer sci-fi movies, mysteries, comedies, not gossip and soap operas.
However, I watched it and it took me 2 days to finish it. I discover 2 pages full of limiting beliefs related to luxury, wealth, rich people. I discover that I don't feel at ease in the luxurious environment of the rich...so how can I be rich in these conditions?
Here are the beliefs I discovered while watching the series:
Rich people are arrogant.
Rich people are fussy.
Rich people are not grateful for what they have.
Rich women are arrogant.
Rich women divorce.
Rich women are fake.
Rich women are jealous.
Rich people are materialistic.
Rich people are fake.
Rich women are hard to please.
Rich women are nagging.
Rich women are gossipers.
Rich women are bad.
The rich have no real friends.
Rich women are proud.
Rich women are rude.
Rich women hurt each other.
Rich women are conceited.
Rich women have bad relationships with their partners or are single.
Rich women are spoiled.
Rich people have no real friends.
Rich people are unhappy.
Rich women are pretentious.
Rich women are shallow.
Rich women love drama.
Rich women use every opportunity to stand out.
On February 15, at the end of the series, I recorded a meditation with the modification of all these programs in a single session, a meditation that I listened to the same day.
The result... on February 23, I watched the film again, but with completely different feelings - with attention, without envy, without resentment and even with admiration for those beautiful, elegant and successful women.
I think that getting rid of envy and resentment is an important step in tuning in to the vibration of abundance and wealth. It's good, I say, let's go ahead...
All day I read from the advanced Theta Healing book. I discover a lot of programs to work on that I write down and a lot of feelings to download that I don't seem to have - e.g. I know what it means to be loved as I am.
The list overwhelms me and amplifies the bad mood I've been carrying with me all day. There are so many. It seems to me that I will never succeed. I discover in Chapter 5 no less than 24 pages with feelings recommended to be downloaded. With all my bad mood, I decide to record myself a Theta meditation on my phone, a meditation in which to download all those feelings, plus about 3 more pages I wrote down previously.
The meditation goes on for an hour. I gather courage and decide to listen to it before bed with my headphones.
I fall asleep and wake up right before the last 10-15 feelings out of several hundred. Phenomenal.
I go to bed and wake up in the morning with a much better mood. All these busy days in which I focused only on Theta Healing really messed me up. I need a break, but I can't take it. It's not my style. I fight until the end to get what I want. I can't give up now that I have a few steps left.
I am starting a new notebook in which I will write everything I achieve in the field of theta healing.
At the beginning of it, I write the main commands learned so far in the course - energizing, scanning, releasing programs, healing, downloading feelings, manifestation. Some I didn't do in the course, but I found them in the manual I received later by courier.
Status - I am disturbed, tired, but the download of feelings gave me energy to continue. We are going forward...
In the morning I work: I fear failure I deserve to be successful NO I deserve to be prosperous NO Only men earn money Men earn money only ...
