May 13, 2024 - I work on programs inspired by Loredana Savencu's free sessions

 

I am signing up for a 5-day session of free webinars hosted by Loredana Savencu about healing the intrauterine period and the relationship with parents. I already know a lot of information about the subconscious, about limiting programs, about the 5 wounds described by Lise Bourbeau. Loredana's sessions still inspire me to work on the following programs that I identify:

Because of the fact that I was suddenly weaned as a child:

I am a valuable person NO

I am very good NO

I deserve to be appreciated NO

I deserve to earn a lot of money NO

I have to suffer to evolve

I count NO

If I want money, there is a risk of being abandoned

If I earn a lot of money, there is a risk of being abandoned

I am valuable NO

If I want something, there is a risk of being abandoned

I trust my mother NO

And other programs identified and worked on in a general way during the webinars:

It is easier for me to give than to receive

You have to give to receive

Loved ones always abandon me

If you run after money, you lose your soul

If you have money, you lose your soul

If you make money, you lose your soul

May 28, 2023 - Again money-related programs and an immediate result...

 

In the morning:

I offer to buy some construction materials we need in the yard with the money I've saved on my card. My husband suggests we take the money I earned and put it in the house for other payments because I still need 140 RON to top up the amount online and pay with his card. I get angry and work:

I feel humiliated that my husband doesn't accept my money

I can only earn money when I have to prove to someone that I can

I earn money only when I am ambitious

I earn money only when I am in competition

What I have to offer is good enough no

My money is good no

What I achieve is worthless

What I achieve is just crap

What I achieve is worthless

I am a worthless person

I deserve to be humiliated because I am unable to offer anything of quality

I deserve to be humiliated because what I offer is of no value

I always have to prove that I can

I always have to prove that I am better than others

Constant money means daily work

I can only receive money during the week

I have to be supported by a man

Can I be financially independent?

Towards the evening - I get a new project from which I complete the 140 RON and still have some extra money...

May 22, 2023 - money-related restrictive programs inspired by the movie Selling Sunset

 

I'm still not happy with my earnings and I'm looking for new restrictive work schedules. I kept digging until I got tired. I found the movie Selling Sunset on Netflix about a company that sells luxury real estate.

I'm working on the following programs:

Rich women are slim, beautiful, stylish, elegant (as I don't consider myself slim, beautiful, elegant, or stylish, so I can't be rich - mom, what a mess I have and what a low self-esteem, I have to work on it)

Rich women are fake

I'm slim NOT

I'm beautiful NOT

I'm elegant NOT

I'm stylish NOT

I feel better - I don't know if I suddenly became stylish, beautiful, and elegant (slim definitely not :) ), but at least I don't consume myself so much anymore :)

May 17, 2023 - customer satisfaction programs

 

Since my passive income is pathetic, but I've worked on the fact that I deserve money from such sources, I'm thinking of working a little on the fact that when I launch something I think more about money and less about customer satisfaction, which is not OK, it drives away the energy of money. I work on the following:

My products are created for the benefit of my customers no

I only think about money when I dance a product

I care about my customers no

My customers care about me no

I offer useful and quality products no

I offer useful and quality services no

My products are very useful no

Everything I offer is for the benefit of my customers no

I only care about money when I launch a product

The world is interested in my products no

My products are too evolved

The world is too little evolved to understand what I offer

My products are ahead of their time

My products are too advanced for the level of consciousness of people

There are few customers who would need my products

Most potential customers are too little evolved spiritually

My products are worth buying no

People are too little evolved for my products

Let's see what changes are occurring...

May 16, 2023 - limiting money-related programs inspired by Ozana Giusca

 

I'm watching Ozana's video on YouTube about the vulnerability of banks in Romania and in its description I find a lot of solutions to work on limiting money-related programs. I'm really attracted to the Money Magnet program, which unfortunately I can't afford for now. However, the description and video presentation are free, I try to see what inspires me and what I manage to get out of there...and I get, wow, a lot...

To have money I have to work hard

To have even more money I have to work even harder

I can only earn money by working hard

I can only earn money in stress

I live in the consciousness of effort

I live in the consciousness of abundance no

To have money I have to make a lot of effort

I have a repulsion towards virtual money

It is normal to live in lack

It is normal to live in suffering

It is normal to live in unfulfillment

I have far too high expectations related to money

I am grateful for all the money I have no

I behave correctly with money no

I respect money no

To earn more I have to create new projects and products

To earn more I have to improve myself even more

To earn more I have to improve my products and services even more

I have to do what I don't like to make money

It's possible to earn well doing what you love no

I deserve to earn more no

Money is limited

I was raised and educated in the awareness of limitations

I can have more than I have no

I can have everything I want no

I set my own limits

I feel guilty when I earn money

I feel guilty when I earn more than my husband

I feel ashamed when I earn money

I feel ashamed when I earn more than my husband

You can earn more no

Money is cold

Money is slippery

I see little money coming my way

If you have money, you are someone

Money makes you a man

I am indecisive about money

I was born to live in wealth no

I have to compromise to have money

I have to work very hard to have money

I have to put in effort to have money

I am desperate about money

I am relaxed about money no

I am desperate that I don't have enough

I know how to live life without despair no

I know how to live life without distrust no

I know how to live life without dissatisfaction no

I know how to live life without stubbornness no

I know how to live life without anxiety no

I have money all the time no

Money is always available to me no

Money comes to me occasionally

I always have money as much as I want no

Work represents spiritual gain for me no

I have to work hard to have money

I am addicted to money

You only have money if you're lucky

I'm a workaholic

I chase wealth

I'm afraid of poverty

I'm balanced about money

I'm ashamed to be poor

I'm ashamed to be rich

I choose work over family time

I'm envious of those who have a lot of money

Is financial success possible for me no

I have an employee mentality

I think in terms of abundance no

I think in terms of wealth no

I'm a magnet for a lot of money no

I'm poor

We're poor

I live in scarcity

I'm open to making money no

Is it possible to sell online no

Is it impossible to sell online

To make money, you have to sell real, physical products

I see little money in my life

I see little money in my hands

I'm afraid of dissatisfied customers

I'm afraid that my products are not good enough

Many hands mean a lot of effort

Money only comes with a lot of effort

I'm on the money frequency no

My energy is on the money frequency no

I have to be busy all the time

I feel useless if I'm sitting around doing nothing

I'm patient for the money to come to me no

I feel guilty if I'm sitting around doing nothing

I'm ashamed if I'm sitting around doing nothing

I deserve my father's esteem no

I deserve my father's respect no

I'm better than my father no

I want to prove to my father that I'm the best

I have to prove to my father that I can earn money

I feel guilty that I don't earn enough money at home

I feel guilty because I spend too much

I'm ashamed of how much money I make

It's shameful for a woman to earn money

It's shameful for a woman to work for money

I give money easily no

I give money happily no

I'm generous no

I come from a financially unsuccessful family

You have to work hard to have everything

I can be financially successful no

Women can be financially successful no

Women can make a lot of money no

Women can have their own money no

Women can make money easily no

I was born poor, so I can't be rich

It takes a long time to attract money

It takes a long time to get on the money frequency

It's normal to earn a lot of money without working no

I'm ashamed to receive a lot of money without working

I feel guilty to receive a lot of money without working

I am satisfied with little

Money attracts me no

Money loves me no

I have more than I can spend no

An intense session, I feel tired all evening and don't feel like doing anything. There must have been a lot of changes in my schedule. I'm going to rest and see you tomorrow...

The next day I wake up rested and full of energy...I needed a good night's sleep to settle all these schedules...

May 11, 2023 - I complete money-related programs

 

I am working on the following programs, in addition to the ones in the session here:

Lack of money forces me to learn a lot

Lack of money forces me to be resourceful

Lack of money forces me to keep my brain active

Lack of money forces me to learn to do a lot

Lack of money forces me to learn new skills

Lack of money forces me to do new and interesting things

Lack of money forces me to gain confidence in myself

Lack of money helped me have time for my child's education

Lack of money forced me to continuously improve myself

Lack of money forces me to manage money efficiently

Without money I learn a lot

Without money I am forced to learn a lot

Without money I am forced to be resourceful

Without money I am forced to keep my brain active

Without money I am forced to learn to do a lot

Without money I am forced to learn interesting skills

Without money I am forced to gain confidence in myself

Without money I had time to take care of my child's education

Without money I was forced to continuously improve myself

Without money I was forced to manage money efficiently

It is wrong for a woman to produce more money than a man

It is normal for a man to bring more money into the house than a woman

I only earn money when I am alone

I earn money only from active work

I earn passive money no

When my husband is home you can earn money no

If my husband is home I need to earn money no

My husband brings all the money I need

When my husband is home I earn money no

When my husband comes home my money stops

I only earn money by working very hard

I deserve passive money not

The result - a big bang. The money from active work has also stopped. The passive ones have been blocked for a long time. Somehow I can't get out of the consciousness of effort and lack and into the consciousness of wealth...I find solutions at some point...

The good part though - my state of gratitude has returned. In the morning when I wake up I feel the need to be grateful for the money I have. Until now I was not satisfied and I didn't feel the need to be grateful...this sincere attitude will attract more over time. It's a good start...

May 10, 2023 - digging deep with all Vianna's methods ... for money :)

 

In this book, Vianna offers several methods for identifying hidden beliefs. I take my diary and start writing seriously and disciplined - I go through all the methods, something related to money must come out. I'm still not where I want to be so... let's see what else we find:

1. Method 1 - Fear - what would happen if I had the money I want?

Answer: nothing - I worked on the fears - and the fear of authorities, and of loneliness... I can't find anything anymore

2. Method 2 - Resentment - I have nothing related to money. I worked on Denise Duffield... more

3. Method 3 - Illness - I don't have any illnesses related to money, more...

4. Method 4 - Manifestation - I imagine in detail what it would be like if I had the money I want. I don't see any problem here either, any impediment. Would anyone be envious of me? I don't know and I don't care... Would something good happen? Bad? Good yes, bad no...nothing special here...more

5. Method 5 - Genetic level. I go and talk to my mother and ask her to tell me about their relationship with money and my grandparents' relationship, on both sides, with money. My mother's parents and mother - normal, relaxed relationship with money, frugal people, considered stingy because they didn't lend money too easily, generally they had enough money, not in excess, but enough to live decently, they weren't desperate for money. My father's parents and father - maximum desperation for money, obsession even. Rich but ugly grandmother, married to handsome but poor grandfather, a big spender out of pride to show that he has, she hid money everywhere from his evil, they always had money borrowed from somewhere, always in debt. My father took over their pattern completely. Let's see what I get out of this.

Clean programs:

I have to spend so I don't run out of money

My husband takes all my money

My husband squanders my wealth

It's normal for a man to have all the money

A man makes money

I'm desperate for money

I need money to help my family

I need money to keep my family close

Without money my husband has to leave home to work

I'm tired of being alone

Money makes me free

Without money I'm not free

My family is desperate for money

I need money to show that I'm rich

I have to hide money from my husband

My husband takes my money if I don't hide it

I suffer for money

Without suffering you don't have money

Money brings suffering

I'm stingy

I'm frustrated because of money

I'm poor

I come from a poor family

The poor have no value

Money gives you value as a person

Without money you have no value

A woman must endure a man's whims

A man has the right to treat a woman as he wants

A man has the right to a woman's money

I am desperate for control

A woman must wait for a man to give her money

I must have control over everything in my life

I must have control over money

If I don't earn money, I am a parasite

I am obsessed with money

I have enough money NO

Without money I am free NO

Money is the essence of life

The lack of money keeps me tied to the house

My sources of money are blocked

Our family is poor

Okay, I have escaped a few more...I am freer...further...

6. Method 6 - Historical level - I pull out everything that comes to mind related to money from our Romanian people...

I have covenants of poverty from other lives

The people I belong to are poor

We are poor, but you know

The poor go to heaven

As much as we are robbed, we have everything NO

We have always been forced as a people to give everything to others

You have to give everything you have to live

If you don't give, it will be taken from you anyway

We are a poor nation

We are a nation of servants

Okay, I'll take these out too...more...

7. Method 7 - The Impossible - what seems impossible to me in my life related to money? Nothing!! I see myself able to do anything and earn anything...more...

8. Method 8 - Benefits - what benefits do I have from not having the money I want?

It seems like this:

- I am forced to always learn something new, to be full of resources

- I am forced to keep my brain active

- I am always learning to do a lot of things, I am efficient, organized

- I learned new skills, I do new and interesting things, I don't get bored

- I had time to take care of my child's education

- I learned to manage money efficiently

Would it be that, with a lot of money, I wouldn't be efficient, organized, wouldn't I always learn new things, wouldn't I want to continuously improve myself? I have to get these out... but I'll leave them on hold for now, to think about them and formulate them properly...

9. Method 9 - Virtues - what virtues have I learned from the lack of money? I pull out a whole list and for each of them I download from the divine perspective the related definition:

acceptance, affirmation, courage, intelligence, communication, gratitude, contentment, detachment, compassion, trust, faith, dignity, affection, cooperation, creativity, curiosity, perseverance, endurance, joy, enthusiasm, excellence, fairness, flexibility, focus, forgiveness, strength of character, generosity, grace, humility, modesty, optimism, passion, patience, self-discipline, tenacity, responsibility, vision, wisdom, hope.

After the whole process, I remember a program from Vianna's book, a program that applies to me too, taken from an example she gave:

It is wrong for a woman to produce more money than a man.

I'll get this out of the way quickly...

The result: I get work in 2 days when I haven't received any in the last 2 months. Ugh!

However... as soon as my husband returns home after 4 days of traveling, the money stops and I realize that everything I received was from intense work, not passive sources... clearly there is still work to be done on both... I'll be back...

May 8, 2023 - extract and solve money-related programs from "How to Become Money Workbook" by Gary Douglas

 

I stumbled across this book and I'm horrified by how many programs it pulls out. The book includes questions like: "What does money mean to you?", "What does money taste like?", "What does money look like?", "What does money feel like?" - you're forced to put your mind to the task and answer from your own perspective.

Combining these answers with the idea that you get what you are, not what you want, here are some programs I have released related to money...wow, I'm surprised how many I have...and I still haven't unlocked the flow of abundance, somewhere I'm still missing something:

I have power no

I have flexibility no

I have generosity no

I have security no

I have my family always together no

I have joy no

Money is anxiety

Money is frustration

Money is nervousness

Money is distant

Money is far from me

Money is inaccessible

Money despises me

Money is trivial

Money is uninterested

Money is sad

I am joy no

I am security no

I am my family always together no

I am anxiety

I am frustration

I am nervousness

I am distant

I am inaccessible

I despise myself

I am banal

I am uninteresting

I am sad

Money is cold

I am cold

Money is bitter

I am bitter

Money is dirty

I am dirty

My money sources are blocked

I spend money too easily

I have enough money No

I am enough No

I am generosity no

Money is generous No

I am calm no

I am relaxed no

I am generous no

I am rich no

I am abundant no

I am abundance no

Money comes from hard work

Everything in life comes to me easily No

Everything in life comes to me with glory no

Money comes to me easily no

Money comes to me with glory no

Money is ugly

I am ugly

I receive the money I need at the last minute

I am money No

I am wealth No

If I have money, I lose my husband

I am power No

I am creativity No

I replace them with the positive versions, I recover the fragments of my soul, I ask for the healing of the wounded soul and the dissolution and cancellation of all contracts, obligations and commitments related to these programs and which no longer serve... I sigh and move on... once and for all the money must be unlocked for me too...

May 7, 2023 - Pregnancy and motherhood vs. money, I make peace with myself

 

Yes, I know the title sounds strange, what does one have to do with the other? Well, in my life it is because pregnancy and motherhood stopped my money flow. It is a theme that I need to explore in detail especially since I read that money and sexuality go hand in hand, both on chakra 2, both on box 6 in the numerological energy-informational matrix. So, somewhere, the traumas related to pregnancy and motherhood also blocked money because from the moment I became a mother my money initially decreased to almost a quarter, then it stopped completely for a long time, years that is, and it comes back to me very slowly and with great obstacles.

I am still not happy with the money I attract, I am tired of saying that I am grateful when I am not, not for 2 miserable money. I really want to have something to be grateful for. And I insist on money because I know that when you have money you can help others, you can do many good things. If people in this world had all their basic needs met, the world would look different. So I fight with myself, with my programs, with the monsters in my head, maybe this way I can help other women overcome similar traumas. I know that few women earn as much as they want and are pursued by traumas with a chariot, traumas and limiting programs that block them and keep them grounded. They don't let them "fly" free, so to speak. And I have accumulated a lot of resentment against motherhood...

In the period leading up to pregnancy, I worked as an HR manager in a multinational. I was demotivated, I didn't like it there anymore, I felt like I had no power to do anything, I was a buffer between the managers abroad who made the real decisions and the employees who complained a lot in the company but to whom I couldn't explain the decisions, as they were confidential. I had to invent all kinds of ways to motivate people, without money of course, which is what constantly grinds me down. I was overworked, I didn't earn as much as I thought I deserved, I didn't have the courage to ask for more because I was always told that I wasn't part of a productive department, but at least I was earning, I didn't worry about money.

When we decided to expand our family, I also decided to give up this job and stay home to take care of the child's education. We had also bought a house in the country, my work was moving to the garden and next to the child.

I had a beautiful, desired pregnancy, without nausea or other problems, except for the last period of about 2-3 weeks when I couldn't sleep, I would sleep at night with 4 pillows under my head at a 45-degree angle hoping that the smell wouldn't bother me so much and leave my internal organs alone. I just wanted to go out for once so I could rest too. I dreamed of green horses on the walls because 2 years later I didn't sleep for 3 hours straight. I was a walking zombie, dirty, unkempt, unwashed, uncombed, with my shirt always wet with milk, I would get out of bed with dozens of stings in my head from fatigue. Going to take a bath seemed like a superhuman effort...even though I really needed it and in the city I had all the conditions, not like here in the country. I was left with an ugly belly after pregnancy (attack on the belly explains the new German medicine - attack both from the outside with the cesarean section and from the inside because the baby was constantly hitting me, at all hours of the day and night), the money was reduced to almost a quarter during the first 2 years of the child-rearing leave, then to absolutely zero after. Only the sad sum of 84 lei, the child allowance, from a 4-digit amount, my salary as an HR manager, enters the card.

What programs do I extract from here? I feel like there are a lot of them...I'm taking them as they come...

Ah...and I hate pregnant women, I'm sick of them - if any pregnant women are reading this, I'm sorry, I'll work these programs, but for now that's how I feel. I'm sick of bloated and deformed bellies, of happy and contented...or proud faces. The other day I was looking for a dress for an event and maternity dresses kept popping up on the website. I don't want any more children, I'm terrified of another pregnancy, my relationship with my husband has been distant for years because I've dedicated myself completely to the child and after about 4 years my husband started to put pressure on me to take care of him too, not just out of duty but also out of pleasure. What pleasure, brother, when all I wanted from life was to sleep? I was fed up with the child, with the bottom wipes, with dirty diapers, with screams, with scandals, I wanted peace, quiet and tranquility...yes, now after almost 10 years I'm starting to have them, and my relationship with my husband is improving more and more as the years go by...initially I saw him as a desperate man in a midlife crisis, selfish who only wants to feel good. I understood that he really cares about me and it consumes him when he sees me so devastated, dedicated only to the child, with no time even for me...what can I say about my husband.

About 2 years ago I discovered dresses - that summer I had a lot of money and a very good relationship with my husband, everything was going smoothly, in good flow so to speak...proof that money and sexuality clearly go hand in hand. Then I came across the books of Denise Duffield, the mirage of money stole me, I wanted more...much more and everything got stuck again...and the money...and the other side.

Now I feel like a prickly, dissatisfied hedgehog. I can't complain, I'm not starving, God forbid, I have everything I need, we don't pay bills, we're off-grid, I have a beautiful family, the relationship is good...but that smooth and continuous flow is missing...in both areas...I write all this to unblock my list of programs to work on...to press the painful buttons and worse, I open the internet and look at pictures of pregnant women...bleh...how disgusting...limiting programs start flowing into my agenda...and I feel like I'm releasing a lot of evil from myself and a lot of imprisonment with each line I write...wow...

I already have 32 programs on the list, I'll put them at the end after I work on them. I'm browsing through the images on the internet and come across a picture of a couple upside down, with him pregnant and her not pregnant. That bloated guy just seems embarrassing and stupid to me, not disgusting like the women I had found earlier. Hm...so I have a problem with women. That unfortunate guy just makes me feel sorry for him. Notice how strong words come to me...so I have a deep trauma here, repressed for several years...

Here are the programs I discovered...and how much hatred and disgust is gathered in them...wow, how much sadness I had inside me:

You are only part of a family when you have children

Mothers have money, no

Pregnant women have money, no

Mothers have time to make money, no

Money and family are incompatible for a mother

If you make money, you have time for family, no

Money stops when you have children

If you have children, you have time for money, no

Children take your money

Pregnancy stops money

Motherhood stops money

I hate pregnancy

I hate motherhood

I hate pregnant women

I hate pregnancy

I hate motherhood

I hate pregnant women

I hate pregnant females

Pregnant women disgust me

Pregnant women are ugly

Pregnant women are bloated

Pregnant women are disgusting

Pregnant women are disgusting

Swollen belly is ugly

Swollen belly is disgusting

Pregnant women are embarrassing

Pregnant women are stupid

Pregnant women are embarrassing

Pregnant women have no money

Mothers have no money

Children let you make money no

Swollen bellies are horrible

Pregnant women are stupid

Birth is disgusting

Birth disgusts me

Because of the child I earn much less

Because of motherhood I earn less

Motherhood means much less money

I remove these programs, replace them with more positive ones, clean the fragments of my soul and all the cutlery...

I feel better, more relieved, a sense of peace that began since I started putting the programs on the sheet. Mom, how much garbage I was carrying with me... I wonder what else I'll take out?

May 5, 2023 - I'm afraid of money!!!

 

I'm watching a YouTube video by Delia Turcan where she's clearing the "I'm afraid of success" program - the best! I test myself and I have it too.

And I say, let's see if "I'm afraid of money" and "I'm afraid of having a lot of money" are still here, thank you for clearing it, my grandmother's saying. And I have those.

I immediately replace them with "I feel safe having money", "I feel safe around money"

I also download the energy of safety around money, what it feels like and how it feels to feel safe around money. I still haven't figured out why I don't have the money I want.

I've cleared some more, but not everything yet. The money stopped when I had the baby and went on maternity leave. Something related to chakra 2. I'll figure it out eventually, but for now I'll leave it at that. Gardening keeps me very busy - here are some photos:

April 26, 2023 - How to Get Rich by Ramit Sethi Netflix - extract, test and work on limiting beliefs about money

 

I'm watching the 8-episode series "How to Get Rich" on Netflix with Ramit Sethi with great interest and I identify the following limiting beliefs. I only have about 5 of them, proof that I have worked intensively with money, but I will give them to you below, maybe you want to test them:

I am afraid to talk about money

I can have an abundant life

If you make a lot of money, you know how to manage it

I feel like money controls me

I am afraid that when I make a lot of money my partner feels frustrated

Money creates heated discussions

Money creates arguments

If you don't have a house, you are a loser

I communicate well about money

Money is a sensitive subject

I feel comfortable talking about money

Money is a negative thing

Money is made to be spent

If you have God, you don't need money

Money brings comfort

I respect money

I am aware of money

I trust money

I have a vision about money

I have a strategy about money

Money motivates me

I talk about money with my husband only when I argue

I understand money

I worry about money

You need to save money

I appreciate money

I spend money impulsively

Money is a burden

I put money first

I know the true value of money

I spend irrationally

I appreciate money

It's complicated to get money

You can only get a lot of money from complicated investments

I feel safe about money

I am confident about money

I know how to disconnect emotions from money

Money flows freely to me

Money is important

I'll be back with other tested and worked ideas and beliefs...

Until then, I'm preparing for the Dig Deeper course with Georgeta Sultan on April 29-30. I'm reading and reviewing the Advanced DNA manual - I still have some feelings to download for which I've already recorded the meditation on my phone, I'm reading the book about The 7 Planes of Existence (I have about 100 pages left, I won't finish it until Saturday) and Theta Therapy - Uncovering Hidden Beliefs (which I've almost finished and which is related to Dig Deeper)...

April 25, 2023 - I make friends with money

 

The fact that I don't earn as much as I want...still...makes me insist on money-related programs. Maslow's pyramid shows that in order to be interested in satisfying higher needs, we must first take care of the basic ones. And I think things would be much better in the world if all people had their basic needs satisfied. But, since everyone came here to learn different lessons and people are on different levels, I take care of myself. I feel like I'm ready for the higher levels and I need to clear this up with money once and for all because it confuses me...and it's already boring me. I don't spend so much on money anymore, but it would be nice not to have to worry about it AT ALL.

Without getting out of bed, still in the morning theta state, I start thinking about why I don't have the money I want. Yes, it's true, my husband's income is enough for us, we are OK, we don't have bills, we live quietly in the country, but there are so many things I want, e.g. the DNA 3 course which costs quite a lot...

The fact that I don't have money comes to mind because I'm afraid of losing it if I keep it on the card, if I have it in electronic format - I've been seeing various materials about changes in the banking system, about digital currencies, about money expiring. I don't watch all the nonsense now, but the programs are already there and the fear of losing the money on the card. So...let's work on that a little.

I am downloading the following programs:

I am afraid of losing money if I have a lot

I am afraid that someone will take my money

I am afraid of running out of money if I have

I am afraid that the money on the card will disappear

I am afraid that electronic money will disappear

I am thinking of downloading the energy of money (from the Advanced DNA manual) and the following programs through which I intend to make friends with money (which I have always considered an energy far from me, distant, just like the Creator was before the theta course):

I have a good relationship with money

Money loves me

I love money

The energy of money is accessible to me

I respect money

Money respects me

I always have money

I earn money in the best way for me

I live in abundance

I live in abundance of money

Money is my friend

Money comes to me

I have an excellent relationship with money

Money is familiar to me

I fall in love with money

I always have all the money I need I need

I always have all the money I want

And because the activities I do now for money are starting to no longer appeal to me, I also download the following programs:

Money comes to me from unknown sources

Money comes to me from unexpected sources

It is true that I no longer worry so much about money, I am no longer angry, I am no longer disappointed and desperate - it is a good step forward. We will see how long it will take me to reach my goal and the monthly amount I set for myself, of 4 figures in euros...for now I am very, very far away, but things can change at any time.

Update: 2 hours after I published this article, I received a project that allowed me to pay for the "Game of Life" course with Delia Turcan. That's right! Money is my friend :)

April 17, 2023 - I am stiff

 

I return to my dissatisfaction with money and the amounts I earn - I have the impression that my money comes through a clogged pipe and from which it is difficult for anything to come out besides the piles of garbage that block it. It all started about 2 years ago when I read Denise Duffield-Thomas' books, books that convinced me that I could have huge amounts of money, much larger than I was spending. At the time, I was grateful for what I was earning, but I knew that I could do more. I started dreaming of impossible numbers, setting goals that were much higher than my level at that time, not being satisfied and grateful anymore...and since then my money has been blocked...and the more I insist, the worse it gets blocked.

I followed the following steps this morning:

1. I entered the Theta state and asked the Creator why I am not receiving the money I want. I received the phrase "I am rigid". Yes, I am. It is very true. I immediately remembered Lise Bourbeau's book - The 5 Wounds That Prevent Us from Being Ourselves and the Wound of Injustice. I set out to extract in detail the programs related to this wound from the book. Until then, I am only working on this program on the spot.

2. I replace the program "I am rigid" with "I am flexible", "I also accept ideas that are not mine", "I am a flexible person", "I know when to accept ideas that are not mine" and "I am malleable"

3. I download the feeling of "Flexibility"

4. I heal the wounded soul, send unconditional love to me, the child in the womb and recover the fragments of the soul.

It remains to read Lise's book and clean the other programs related to rigidity that I have.