March 15, 2023 - money, another direction, I don't respect the free will of others, to be reconfigured

 

In the morning I wake up with a new question "Why do I actually want more money?" The answer opens my eyes to a new problem: "To keep my family together, so that my husband doesn't leave home so much anymore".

Unfortunately my reason is not the right one. I don't want it for myself but to manipulate and influence him. It's not right, I don't respect his personal choice of job, work, activities he chooses to do to earn money. I have to want money for myself, not to manipulate him. It's not right!

I work the programs:

Money makes me violate another person's will

Money makes me manipulate another person

Is it OK to violate another person's will

I am enough with myself NO

My person is enough for me NO

I release feelings:

I know how it feels to be OK with myself

I love myself

I can handle myself

I am good with myself

I am at peace with myself

I appreciate the moments when I am alone with myself

Results after all these sessions - few so far, passive income sources are still going hard, active income sources are moderate, but still not satisfactory. I am NOT giving up...

March 11, 2023 - I'm watching the movie "The Croods" - I identify a lot of blockages related to that period

 

Filmul "Familia Croods" prezinta aventurile unei familii din perioada in care oamenii traiau in caverne. Acestia sunt fortati sa paraseasca pestera care ii tinuse in viata si sa gaseasca alte solutii. Oricat de simpatic si amuzant filmul, nu am putut sa nu iau un pix si agenda Theta si sa nu scriu blocajele pe care le-am identificat fara prea mare efort. Pur si simplu erau prea evidente sa nu le vad. Si culmea! Le am absolut pe toate. O sa inregistrez diseara probabil o meditatie sa scap de ele. Trebuie sa ma gandesc bine daca sunt si care imi folosesc. Trebuie eliminate cu atentie...

Iata-le. Poate le aveti si voi. Cine stie?

Frica ne ține în viață

Supraviețuirea este dificilă

Supraviețuirea este o luptă

Supraviețuirea nu este amuzantă

Ca să supraviețuiești trebuie să respecți regulile

Ca să supraviețuiești trebuie să lupți

Ca să supraviețuiești trebuie să trăiești în întuneric

Ca să supraviețuiești trebuie să trăiești în frică

Ca să supraviețuiești trebuie să trăiești în teroare

A face lucrurile diferit este periculos

A face lucrurile diferit de familia ta este periculos

Noul este mereu rău

Noul este o problemă

Noul este periculos

A fi grasă înseamnă a fi sănătoasă

A fi grasă înseamnă a avea mâncare

A fi grasă înseamnă că supraviețuiesc

Familia despărțită este în pericol

Camuflajul înseamnă supraviețuire

A folosi măști înseamnă supraviețuire

Regulile ne ține în viață

Este datoria mea să mă ocup de cei apropiați

Este datoria mea să mă îngrijorez

Este datoria mea să-i protejezi pe ceilalți

Sunt mereu ocupată să-i protejez pe ceilalți

Sunt mereu ocupată să-i țin pe toți în viață

In peșteră suntem în siguranță

A te ascunde înseamnă să fii în siguranță

Ca să fii în siguranță trebuie să stai în grup

Ca să fii în siguranță trebuie să faci ce face grupul

A fi diferit este periculos

A face lucrurile diferit este periculos

February 21, 2023 - I Work on My Purpose in Life

 A few days ago I identified the belief that I am afraid of my purpose in life. Possibly, but it would be useful to know what it is.

I use muscle testing to identify among the activities I am doing now - books, workbooks, Facebook groups, Facebook pages, blogs - that are part of my purpose. I understand that my purpose is related to sharing with people my accumulated and tested knowledge (I really like to read and learn and then apply useful information in my life). Not to heal but to teach others to help themselves.

I will come back to the topic. It is too complex to leave it like that. For now, this blog is part of my mission, so I'm writing ahead...

Also on February 21st, I decide to do my first Theta session with our son to cure the stuttering he has suffered from since he was 3 years old when he saw the movie Zootopia, he got really scared and started stuttering. A totally inappropriate movie for a 3-year-old, but that's it. He stutters a lot, especially when he wants to say a lot of things at once.

I identify the following programs with him:

I stutter because I'm scared

I stutter because of the movie Zootopia

I stutter because I'm trying to say too many things at once

I stutter to protect myself

I have something to gain from stuttering

I stutter because I'm scared of the police chief and the tiger in Zootopia

I found only one program to put in place with him:

I can speak fluently without stuttering.

We're not doing the session yet, maybe we'll find other programs to put in place. I've suggested others, but he didn't agree to them.

Update: February 25, stuttering still exists, but it's much rarer...

February 19, 2023 - Manifestation Meditation and Working Programs

 I formulate in the Theta state the command from the Basic DNA course manual to receive

- a 10 cm, 1650 Hz Tibetan bowl that I follow

- the Advanced theta course

- 8 books by David Hawkins

Manifestation in the Theta state increases by up to 90% success compared to 40% formulating desires out loud and up to 50% by using visualization.

We will see how quickly I achieve these things. I missed the advanced course from the same instructor because I receive the money to pay for it a week later. I signed up with another instructor for March 31. We will see if it materializes...

I work:

I am worthy of being loved NOT

I have debts to pay

I am slow in achieving what I want.

I have to fight evil.