May 11, 2023 - I complete money-related programs

 

I am working on the following programs, in addition to the ones in the session here:

Lack of money forces me to learn a lot

Lack of money forces me to be resourceful

Lack of money forces me to keep my brain active

Lack of money forces me to learn to do a lot

Lack of money forces me to learn new skills

Lack of money forces me to do new and interesting things

Lack of money forces me to gain confidence in myself

Lack of money helped me have time for my child's education

Lack of money forced me to continuously improve myself

Lack of money forces me to manage money efficiently

Without money I learn a lot

Without money I am forced to learn a lot

Without money I am forced to be resourceful

Without money I am forced to keep my brain active

Without money I am forced to learn to do a lot

Without money I am forced to learn interesting skills

Without money I am forced to gain confidence in myself

Without money I had time to take care of my child's education

Without money I was forced to continuously improve myself

Without money I was forced to manage money efficiently

It is wrong for a woman to produce more money than a man

It is normal for a man to bring more money into the house than a woman

I only earn money when I am alone

I earn money only from active work

I earn passive money no

When my husband is home you can earn money no

If my husband is home I need to earn money no

My husband brings all the money I need

When my husband is home I earn money no

When my husband comes home my money stops

I only earn money by working very hard

I deserve passive money not

The result - a big bang. The money from active work has also stopped. The passive ones have been blocked for a long time. Somehow I can't get out of the consciousness of effort and lack and into the consciousness of wealth...I find solutions at some point...

The good part though - my state of gratitude has returned. In the morning when I wake up I feel the need to be grateful for the money I have. Until now I was not satisfied and I didn't feel the need to be grateful...this sincere attitude will attract more over time. It's a good start...

May 6, 2023 - I cry with anger when my child tells me out of the blue that I'm making pizza with too hard dough

 

Today we started making pizza. We haven't made it in a long time and we all really appreciate it at home. Since we moved to the country, we don't have easy access to restaurants in the city anymore, we ordered a few times but you have to order too much or the delivery guys won't come. Once we convinced the delivery guy to drive another 2 km to our place (his km limit was 2 km further towards the city) and although we were regular customers at the pizzeria for almost 20 years, in the neighborhood where we lived, the owner of the pizzeria called us to scold us for keeping her delivery guys busy. In addition, pizza is getting more and more expensive at restaurants and with worse and worse ingredients.

So we learned to make good pizza ourselves at home. We have an electric oven that runs for free on solar panels, we have a tray, we buy the best quality ingredients and we make everything we want.

The child has always liked the pizza we make, he even said several times that it is much better than at the pizzeria (I also took him to the pizzeria in town about 2-3 times). Yesterday it suddenly hit me that I make the dough too hard and that I should do something to make it softer. I kept quiet because it is not like that, but I took his comment very personally and started crying with anger.

After I cooled down, I realized that I was overreacting again and I thought why? What button did he press this time? What trauma? The answer: the fact that I was always told in childhood that I wasn't good enough, that I didn't do things as well as others even though I was always the winner, among the first in our elite class and so on...

I write down everything that comes to my mind as limiting programs:

The things I do are bad

The things I do are worse than others'

I am capable of doing good things No

The things I do are of poor quality

The things I do are weak

The things I do are useless

People appreciate the things I do NO

I need to improve the things and services I offer

Obviously, after testing, I found them all in my subconscious. It was normal, only I wrote them, not someone else and I extracted them from my twisted mind.

I worked on them in the Theta state, healed the wounded soul, recovered the soul fragments and all the stages of working with Theta, I retested them, they came out well...I don't know exactly what I replaced them with because I did them mentally, but in general you can figure it out yourself...another problem checked off the list...let's move on...

LE: and after I had a good laugh and a good sniffle...then I worked on my programs, guess what the child told me? That I don't make bad pizza. Only THIS TIME he asks me to make the dough softer because he's losing a tooth and he wants to be able to eat it too. Pam, pam!

May 5, 2023 - I'm getting angry over a stupid post about freelancers

 

Today I came across this post by chance. I instantly got angry because I fit into all 3 of these categories. My fingers were itching to write a couple of things to the moron. Being a freelancer and a creator of quality content is not easy. And for me, being like that is a progression from a job as an HR manager in a multinational. But what does a bored robot who can only assemble 3 parts on an assembly line for 8 hours a day know? I imagined the individual as an honest worker, a sad product of the golden generation when people were trained to be good, honest, obedient and...stupid, lacking creativity, with their heads down. What does he know about earning money, but also being flexible, free, creative... oh my... I scrolled over and then I thought... hey, every time I reacted harshly to something it was because of an old trauma. What does this reaction hide? And I set my wheels in motion. And of course I read the comments on the post - there were a lot of other bored and sad robots who approved of him, some even in indecent words. This is how society points the finger at those who step out of line...

Terchea-berchea means a frivolous person, a social parasite, a good-for-nothing person. Do I think that about myself? Is that how I should consider myself after giving up a job as a serious, productive person in society? Have I hidden such beliefs?

I tested the following programs:

Because I gave up a serious job, I'm a piece of shit

Because I gave up a serious job, I'm a worthless person

Because I gave up a serious job, I'm a social parasite

Because I gave up a serious job, I'm a non-serious person

I consider myself a piece of shit

I consider myself a social parasite

I consider myself a worthless person

I consider myself a non-serious person

Wow!!! They all came out with Yes. Absolutely all of them. Yes, that's pretty much the opinion I have about myself after giving up a serious, productive job in society to become a freelancer.

I immediately replaced them with the following programs:

I am a serious person

I am a good person

I am a productive person

I am a capable person

I have the right to live my life the way I want

I have the right to organize my time the way I want

I am in this world to enjoy all the best it has to offer

I have the right to manage my time the way I want

I have the right to enjoy life, my energy, my time, my money

I have the right to earn money working as a freelancer, content creator and blogger

I am safe to earn a lot of money as a freelancer, content creator and blogger

I have the right to work and earn money from the most suitable sources for me

I have the right to earn a lot of money from activities that I consider to be suitable for me, that give me satisfaction and pleasure

I have the right to earn money from activities that I consider creative

I retested the programs and they all came out OK, with NO.

I reread the post and smiled. I feel sorry for that poor man's ignorance. Let's move on - let's see what else we can solve :)