February 15, 2023 - Depression, List of Faulty Materializations

 

I work:

I feel helpless

I'm afraid I'll be alone

I'm afraid of loneliness

The troubled state I'm in makes me make a list of all the things I've materialized in my life that are obviously like this because of blockages and preconceptions:

1. I don't earn as much as I want, I can't buy everything I want, when I want - here I have blockages with the cart, I'll leave it for later for now

2. I'm home alone for a long time - my husband often goes on trips, just like my grandfather did. I identify and work on the program "Men can earn money without leaving home". Coincidence or not, my husband's stomach is really swollen and I'm home almost all week, except for 3 hours in the city. It's not what I wanted, I hope I didn't "disorder" him, but since he has free will, I don't think I could influence him to that extent. He is with me at home...and he earns money from home too...although the result doesn't seem ideal to me

3. I am suffocated by the animals in the yard - we have 5 dogs and 9 cats. The cats are always at the door, meowing, climbing on the muddy windows, on the outdoor table that is full of mud, they do their business on the porch where we have stone on the floor and it is not closed with a door. I sometimes get depressed because of them. I want a clean, well-kept place, where it smells nice, the dirt accumulates everywhere. My husband started to make a door to the porch, but he had to go away again on business and only the assembled skeleton remained.

I work the programs:

I deserve to live in a clean, beautiful, well-kept, comfortable place where I feel good.

I deserve to have space for myself, a space where I feel good, where I can breathe freely.

The result: February 18, 2023 the door is ready, I can finally clean the porch. I admire the place with love and cook on the table that has been cleaned of mud and cat hair. I no longer feel suffocated. The porch door keeps them out for good.

4. The houses and the place where I live are ugly, unkempt

5. I am unkempt, dirty (we don't have a bathroom and running water and I miss the comfort and shower that I had in the city). It all comes from the fact that sometimes I am too tired to prepare my bathroom, although I have decent conditions for bathing. It just needs to be heated and the water brought. But when you are in a bad mood, everything goes to waste.

I think about why I am like this - because I consider that I don't deserve to make too much effort for myself. I have to work on my programs. Until then, a warm bath makes me feel better.

6. My body is ugly, deformed, saggy breasts, ugly, sparse, dry, shapeless hair

I am working on the programs on February 17:

I have beautiful, thick, healthy hair

I have a beautiful body

I have beautiful breasts

I have a flat and beautiful stomach

I am beautiful and deserve to be loved

Results - I am not physically beautiful yet, but at least I don't care so much anymore. I am OK with it. Probably, additional sessions or a deeper digging of the programs are required. The fact that I have extra kg may show the desire to protect myself from trauma. In the past, beautiful women were kidnapped and suffered. It is possible that I have some program at the genetic level. I will see later. Money is my priority...

February 14, 2023 - I work Previously Identified Programs

 

In the morning I work:

I fear failure

I deserve to be successful NO

I deserve to be prosperous NO

Only men earn money

Men earn money only away from home.

How do I work them?

I enter the theta state with the help of the steps from the meditation, I give the command to delete these programs and to write other new programs that I feel would fit in their place.

February 14, 2023 - I Watch Dubai Bling and Identify My Blockages Related to Luxury, Wealth and Rich People

 

The film attracted me in a strange way because it is not my kind of film. I prefer sci-fi movies, mysteries, comedies, not gossip and soap operas.

However, I watched it and it took me 2 days to finish it. I discover 2 pages full of limiting beliefs related to luxury, wealth, rich people. I discover that I don't feel at ease in the luxurious environment of the rich...so how can I be rich in these conditions?

Here are the beliefs I discovered while watching the series:

Rich people are arrogant.

Rich people are fussy.

Rich people are not grateful for what they have.

Rich women are arrogant.

Rich women divorce.

Rich women are fake.

Rich women are jealous.

Rich people are materialistic.

Rich people are fake.

Rich women are hard to please.

Rich women are nagging.

Rich women are gossipers.

Rich women are bad.

The rich have no real friends.

Rich women are proud.

Rich women are rude.

Rich women hurt each other.

Rich women are conceited.

Rich women have bad relationships with their partners or are single.

Rich women are spoiled.

Rich people have no real friends.

Rich people are unhappy.

Rich women are pretentious.

Rich women are shallow.

Rich women love drama.

Rich women use every opportunity to stand out.

On February 15, at the end of the series, I recorded a meditation with the modification of all these programs in a single session, a meditation that I listened to the same day.

The result... on February 23, I watched the film again, but with completely different feelings - with attention, without envy, without resentment and even with admiration for those beautiful, elegant and successful women.

I think that getting rid of envy and resentment is an important step in tuning in to the vibration of abundance and wealth. It's good, I say, let's go ahead...

February 13, 2023 - Depression, I Download Feelings (High Volume)

 

All day I read from the advanced Theta Healing book. I discover a lot of programs to work on that I write down and a lot of feelings to download that I don't seem to have - e.g. I know what it means to be loved as I am.

The list overwhelms me and amplifies the bad mood I've been carrying with me all day. There are so many. It seems to me that I will never succeed. I discover in Chapter 5 no less than 24 pages with feelings recommended to be downloaded. With all my bad mood, I decide to record myself a Theta meditation on my phone, a meditation in which to download all those feelings, plus about 3 more pages I wrote down previously.

The meditation goes on for an hour. I gather courage and decide to listen to it before bed with my headphones.

I fall asleep and wake up right before the last 10-15 feelings out of several hundred. Phenomenal.

I go to bed and wake up in the morning with a much better mood. All these busy days in which I focused only on Theta Healing really messed me up. I need a break, but I can't take it. It's not my style. I fight until the end to get what I want. I can't give up now that I have a few steps left.

I am starting a new notebook in which I will write everything I achieve in the field of theta healing.

At the beginning of it, I write the main commands learned so far in the course - energizing, scanning, releasing programs, healing, downloading feelings, manifestation. Some I didn't do in the course, but I found them in the manual I received later by courier.

Status - I am disturbed, tired, but the download of feelings gave me energy to continue. We are going forward...

February 12, 2023 - Advanced DNA Book, Programs, Sending Love to the Child in the Womb

 

Immediately after the beginner's course, I started reading the advanced book. On February 12th, I go through the Basic DNA book and continue with Advanced DNA.

I write in the new agenda all the limiting programs that I have identified as active and are not worked on yet, the list is chaotic and not only related to money:

- I am worthy of being loved NO

- I am afraid of my purpose in life

- I'm afraid of failure

- I hate my father

- I will find peace when my father is dead

- I know how to trust my father NO

- If I love too intensely, people leave me

- I have debts to pay

- I deserve to be successful NO

- I deserve to be prosperous NO

- I have to sacrifice my life for others

- I feel useless

- I am slow to achieve what I want

- I have to fight the evil

In the evening I take a bath that fills me with peace and joy and during the bath I resume the theta meditation and send love to myself and my loved ones, one by one, according to the command in the manual, given that the vast majority of them were children with many traumas from the fetal state. This meditation sends them love, peace and trust even if they didn't feel wanted and felt the negative energies around them at the time they were conceived.

I don't know the result, but for me the meditation filled me with peace and spiritual joy.

About money... the same... I have projects, but they come in bursts, I pay ridiculously high taxes, which annoys me. The flow of money is not smooth, abundant and uninterrupted as I wish... but moving forward...

February 11th, 2023 - I Am Working on Two more Programs Related to Money

I turn to the Creator in the Theta state and rewrite the limiting programs I discovered today:

- I am proud that I am poor;

- I work hard for any achievement of mine.

Reading in the advanced book I discover a strange program that needs to be worked on - I am safe when I perceive the truth NO. I'm working on this one too.

Results - nothing remarkable...

February 10, 2023 - I Download Feelings

I read the course again and discover a list of useful feelings related to prosperity that I download. Downloading feelings involves asking the Creator to teach you how a certain thing feels - for example, love or joy assuming that you have never felt these things and you want to know how they feel so that you can then rewrite new programs knowing what you download and understanding it better.

I download:

- I know how it feels to live in abundance, wealth, prosperity

- I understand how I must feel when I have money

- I know how to get money

- I know how to live my everyday life with money

- I know the creator's perspective related to money.

Results - nothing special. The same decent flow, but "impeded" and full of blockages of money.

February 8, 2023 - I Test and Identify 3 Blockages Related to Money

 The 3 days of the course were tiring. I stayed connected to the laptop for hours, with the camera open. I felt exhausted.

After 3 days, however, I decided to start work. I just didn't participate for nothing. My most pressing problem: money. How do I start? I looked for block ideas online and started testing them one by one using the muscle testing process learned in class - yes, forward bending - no, backward bending.

Initially, I forgot to hydrate, say the programs out loud and sit facing North. I got chaotic results. I drank the water and started again.

I started with the list of programs from this article:  https://www.centruldesanatategabriela.ro/convingeri-negative-si-limitative/

Money is the root/cause of all evil.

Money is the devil's eye.

Uncaught thief, honest merchant.

It is wrong to have money.

Money brings bad luck.

Better poor and clean/honest.

If you give, you don't have.

If I take money, I make obligations.

Being rich is a sin.

"It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God."

You can't have them all.

You can't have both money and free time.

I have nothing to give.

Money doesn't grow on trees.

Money is hard to make and easy to spend.

As they come, so they go.

You can't get rich without stealing.

Only thieves have money.

I don't deserve to have money.

Money is for the elites.

Those who have money are privileged.

It's hard to make money.

Money is strange.

It's bad to have money.

You have to have money to make money.

If I am generous with people, they will want more.

Money is never enough.

Money means power.

Money equals freedom.

Money has no smell.

The rich are greedy.

Money is used for manipulation.

People are capable of killing for money.

Money is dirty.

The money is stained with blood.

Money does not bring happiness, but it maintains it.

If I have money, people take advantage of me.

People sell their mother/country for money.

The rich, they only care about money, they don't care about people.

Mom and dad argued about money. People fight over money.

Mom and dad fought over money. People fight for money.

Mom and dad broke up because of money/they hated each other because of money. People break up over money.

You can't make more money than mom and dad.

You have to work a lot and hard to make money.

Financial problems are part of me.

If you don't have money, you are nobody.

If you don't have money, nobody cares about you.

I can't afford anything.

The rich are stingy.

If you spend, you run out of money.

The rich steal my abundance.

If I have money, people will envy me.

Love is more important than money. Health is more important than money.

Money to money pulls.

I hate money.

You sell your soul for money.

It's hard to find a well-paid job.

I am poor. Poor me.

The rich are lucky.

My mother was killed for money.

Poor but proud.

My mother hated her children because of money.

Being poor is a virtue.

Only some people are made to have money.

I am selfish with money and I am afraid of upsetting others.

I don't have enough money to promote my talents.

I feel that if I have more, I steal other people's abundance.

Clients don't want to pay me for my services.

I am ashamed to ask for money for the services offered.

People don't have money to pay me.

If I become rich everyone will want something from me.

If you have it, you have to give it to everyone.

Money belongs to the devil.

My head hurts when I think about money.

I don't know how to make money.

Money is hard to come by.

I don't think I can have money.

I am cursed to remain poor.

Only millionaires have money.

Only millionaires are rich.

The money comes only from the job, only from my husband/wife, my family, etc.

Karma does not allow me to be rich.

I can't be rich.

Something prevents me from being rich.

Something is preventing me from being successful.

The universe does not allow me to be rich.

Money is not important.

My parents are poor.

The more money you have, the more you spend.

If you give money to friends, you remain friendless.

If you have money, you lose your friends.

The rich are able to kill for money.

The rich don't care about the poor.

I'm afraid of rich people.

Money is made to be spent.

Money is a limited resource.

Money is not spiritual.

I don't like to think about money.

People are mean to rich people.

If I have more, someone else will be left without what they need.

If I'm going to have money, I'm going to lose it anyway.

You can't buy love with money.

Money slips through my fingers.

In Romania you don't really have a chance.

The government won't let you.

If you start a business, you are not successful with it.

I used muscle testing and identified 3 negative programs that I have, namely:

It is wrong to have money.

It's a shame to be rich.

The rich are greedy.

I entered the theta state through meditation and replaced them all.

Muscle testing confirmed that all 3 limiting beliefs are at the basic level (that is, they come from childhood) and I took them from my grandmother with whom I grew up. None of the 3 blockages are useful to me, so I can delete them.

The other levels where the limiting beliefs could have been found are the genetic level (ancestors and previous lives), the historical level (collective mentality) and the soul level.

The process lasted a whole evening.

The next day I felt exhausted and in a rather sad state, with moderate depression. Probably all the commotion from the course and all the program rewrites have started to stir the waters and the "garbage" at the bottom. We continue...

Theta Healing Basic DNA Course Review

 

The course lasted 2 and a half days, between February 3rd and 5th, 2023 and was online on Zoom. Even before starting the course, it caused me a slight state of stress. I read that we are obliged to keep the cameras open throughout the course. I did not feel comfortable with this idea, which took me out of my comfort zone, but it was the only solution to prove my attendance at the course and I understood the request. There were other people like me because the instructor insisted for a long time that everyone turn their webcams on and at the end of the first day there were still students with their cameras off. There were around 50 students in total.

Another activity that took me out of my comfort zone was the discussion in breakout rooms with other participants. During the course, we were grouped by 2, 3 or 4 in separate groups and we were asked to perform various exercises. Communicating like this out of the blue with some strangers is a bit strange, some were shy, others manipulated the discussion, others didn't feel like saying anything... in the end it was OK.

What I learned during the course:

First day - duration of 4 hours:

- the instructor's presentation, our presentation in groups of 4 in breakout rooms;

- prayer of thanks at the beginning of the course;

- discussion about the Hawkins scale regarding the vibrational level of a person;

- setting personal intentions for each student;

- a first Theta Healing materialization meditation;

- chakra alignment meditation;

- discussions about water programming and the influence of positive and negative feelings on us according to Masaru Emoto's studies;

The second day - duration of 8 hours:

- the steps of the process of entering the theta state;

- how to cut off energy, close the energy field;

- the structure of the specific Theta Healing meditation;

- the grounding process;

- entering the Theta state several times by listening to the meditation again and again to get used to the Theta state;

- example of an order to the Creator, explanation of its structure;

- what are limiting programs/blockages and how do we identify them;

- how do we delete and replace limiting programs;

- identifying the predominant senses with which each of us works - visual, auditory, etc. - exercises in pairs to rewrite limiting programs;

- muscle testing;

- exercises in groups of 3 people repeating the steps of a Theta Healing session;

Third day - 9 hours:

- work again with limiting programs;

- how to download feelings from the highest plane - what are feelings templates, what are they used for, group level feelings download session;

- the digging process to identify the basic limiting beliefs;

- visualization meditation of guardian angels;

- muscle testing;

- soul fragments recovery session;

What I got after this course:

- I gained much more confidence and courage to address myself to the Creator. Until this course, I saw this being as a much superior being, on a plane far too high for my level, a being that is difficult to reach and whom you address only in exceptional cases and then with fear and respect; after the course I gained confidence to address the Creator daily, from peer to peer and to courageously ask for various things from this being;

- I learned how to enter the Theta state;

- I learned how to ask the Creator to rewrite programs, download feelings, scan a person, energize;

- I learned to delete and rewrite limiting programs and blockages that do not allow us to manifest what we want;

- I learned to download patterns of feelings that we lack;

- I learned to connect quickly and easily with the Creator directly in the seventh plane.

The rewriting of limiting programs and blockages has preoccupied me for years. I tried with affirmations, with programmed water, with tarot cards, with meditation sessions and various introspection programs, with EFT. All difficult and time consuming. Theta Healing promises to resolve these blockages in just a few minutes. It sounds excellent. Let's see what results I get.

From now on, I have to put into practice what I have learned.

How Theta Healing Found Me

At the end of 2022, I was looking through the holiday offers of publishing houses to buy new books. I accidentally came across Vianna Stibal's books and decided to buy all 6 volumes translated into Romanian. I didn't know anything about Theta Healing, I was attracted by the blue color that I like enormously since forever :) and I remembered that I had vaguely heard about this term from one of the people I was following online - I couldn't remember who or when. All I knew was that these books attracted me and I bought them all. At that time, I had no plans to take courses or practice this technique. I just wanted to know more.

I started reading the books at the beginning of January 2023. I found them difficult, the meditations a bit difficult to put into practice only after reading the book and I decided to look for the recorded meditations online. I didn't find them, but instead I found a lot of videos of a theta healing instructor talking about how this technique changed her life. I went to her website and signed up for the newsletter. I also saw the courses and at the time they seemed expensive - they cost about 300 EUR per level.

About two weeks after I signed up for the newsletter, I received an email with an invitation to a free online webinar...but from another person, not the one I signed up for. It seemed strange to me, but I participated. The webinar lasted an hour, it was about financial prosperity, nothing about Theta Healing specifically. I found it interesting and at the end of the webinar I received a 50% discount for the Theta Healing courses held by the same instructor.

At the moment I didn't give much importance - I was hunting for free webinars.

I continued to read the book Theta Healing Basic DNA - the beginner's module and as the date of the course approached, the idea began to sprout - "but what if I participate?". I proposed to participate if I manage to collect the money in time for the course.

And yes, I received them exactly 2 days before February 1, when the discount expired. The course was between February 3 and 5...so I had to be there :) and I was :)