April 17, 2023 - The wound of injustice, I work "I am rigid" in depth

 

I read again, very carefully, the chapter on the wound of injustice in Lise Bourbeau's book - "The 5 wounds that do not let us be ourselves" and I identified the following possible programs. Of these, I found out after testing that I have a lot, over 80%, much more than I thought. I used to consider the wound of injustice a secondary wound, but it seems it is not:

I feel appreciated at my true value NO

I feel respected NO

I am respected NO

I receive all the positive things I deserve NO

The wound of injustice was caused by my mother's coldness

I am a perfectionist

I am envious

I am envious of those who have more than me

I ask for help at the last minute

I am afraid to ask for help

I avoid asking for help so as not to be considered weak

I hide what I feel

I have enough time to do everything I want

I am always right NO

I have enough time to do everything I want NO

I feel wronged

I am worthy of everything I receive NO

I deserve everything good in my life NO

I have to be extraordinary to deserve a reward

I work hard enough for the money I get NO

I tend to exaggerate

I show my emotions easily NO

I have to be perfect

I have to do everything perfectly

I demand too much from myself

I want to solve things immediately

I give myself time to feel what is happening NO

I give myself the right to be human NO

I can easily forgive someone who has hurt me NO

I make the right choices NO

I make choices easily NO

I am demanding of myself

I am very demanding of myself

I have a great capacity for self-control NO

I demand too much from myself

I have difficulty doing what I want

I feel guilty if I relax

I always have to be doing something

I feel guilty if I sit while others work

I know my limits NO

I easily ask for help NO

I deserve to receive a lot of money easily NO

I am a critical person

I am critical of those around me

I am obsessed with order

I am obsessed with organization

I want to be perfect in everything

I am hard on my body

I am angry with myself

I have difficulty letting myself be loved

I am lacking in affection

I like to be touched NO

I am a closed person

I always compare myself to those better than me

I devalue myself

Others are better than me

I reject myself

I am unfair to others

I am afraid of people's coldness

I am afraid of people's indifference

I am vulnerable

In my sexual life, I manage to abandon myself to pleasure NO

I am sexy NO

I have difficulty reaching orgasm

I am afraid of being criticized

I can express myself freely

I am envied by those who have less than me

I am appreciated for what I do

I am appreciated for who I am

I am afraid of the authorities

The authorities are always right

I like to hide my emotions

I am ashamed of myself

I am a performer

I have rights

I only have obligations

I deserve to receive gifts without giving anything in return

I am critical of myself

I have difficulty showing myself love

I reject myself

Everyone is unfair to me

I am unfair to myself

I am a good person

I am full of kindness

I have problems in my sexual life in abandoning myself to pleasure

I easily express tenderness

I communicate easily

I control myself easily

I feel beloved

I forgive myself

I am happy

I will not tell you which ones I have - it does not matter - the list is there to help you.

I replaced them, I sent love to the child in the womb, I mean, I asked for the healing of the soul and the recovery and purification of the soul fragments.

April 17, 2023 - I am stiff

 

I return to my dissatisfaction with money and the amounts I earn - I have the impression that my money comes through a clogged pipe and from which it is difficult for anything to come out besides the piles of garbage that block it. It all started about 2 years ago when I read Denise Duffield-Thomas' books, books that convinced me that I could have huge amounts of money, much larger than I was spending. At the time, I was grateful for what I was earning, but I knew that I could do more. I started dreaming of impossible numbers, setting goals that were much higher than my level at that time, not being satisfied and grateful anymore...and since then my money has been blocked...and the more I insist, the worse it gets blocked.

I followed the following steps this morning:

1. I entered the Theta state and asked the Creator why I am not receiving the money I want. I received the phrase "I am rigid". Yes, I am. It is very true. I immediately remembered Lise Bourbeau's book - The 5 Wounds That Prevent Us from Being Ourselves and the Wound of Injustice. I set out to extract in detail the programs related to this wound from the book. Until then, I am only working on this program on the spot.

2. I replace the program "I am rigid" with "I am flexible", "I also accept ideas that are not mine", "I am a flexible person", "I know when to accept ideas that are not mine" and "I am malleable"

3. I download the feeling of "Flexibility"

4. I heal the wounded soul, send unconditional love to me, the child in the womb and recover the fragments of the soul.

It remains to read Lise's book and clean the other programs related to rigidity that I have.