Week 10 - February 16, 2025 - Healing the Solar Plexus Chakra

 

I chose to take a break for a few days after the sacral chakra because I was exhausted. I said I was going to rest for a weekend. It turned out to be a terrible weekend, two of our dogs died on February 9th in the morning after a strange incident in which I believe strong negative energies were involved after they ran after a strange dog around 11:30-00 PM and came into contact with it between the trees in a fence where in 2 seconds there was complete silence; the third one was sick, the husband with him in the hospital for a few hours, then I was left alone because the husband left for Bucharest for a week (his boss didn't think our problem at home was too important) and on the same day my mother came to visit us, a good time to connect with her.

I used these two meditations here and here, one Reiki and the other with binaural tones, affirmations and sound therapy with Tibetan bowls.

Day 1 - I was sad during the entire Reiki meditation, maybe also because of the recent events. I saw Archangel Uriel on my right, holding me in his arms and protecting me like a small child. And during the second meditation I felt sadness and anger when saying the phrases that I trust that everything that happens to me is for my good and for my evolution. I keep remembering the movie Matrix where people were exploited for energy production by machines and were made to live in a simulation where they were provoked certain energy-generating emotions, the strongest being fear and unfulfilled desires. I feel anger because that is how I feel about the world I live in. Everything against me and everything made to exploit me; I don't trust that everything is for my good.

Day 2 - in the morning a new dog came to us, very large, about 20 cm taller than our biggest dog, a kind of shepherd, beautiful, black and white, gentle, with a broken chain around his neck. He explored the whole area for about 3 hours, rested in our dogs' cages for about an hour, without fear of our dogs, then he explored everywhere again, especially where our sick dogs had walked before they died two days before, then he left. I did the meditations in the evening with the thought of him to some extent, calmer, more confident in the affirmations, but sad in the affirmation "I am in the flow of life". I think the dog came to cleanse negative energies from us because he completely disappeared in the evening. I would have liked him to stay. He didn't eat or drink anything although he passed by the box with our dogs' granules. I had even found a name for him - Max. We'll see what happens tomorrow.

I'm adding additional information that I think is related to my feelings about Schmann resonance:

This is how it looks on February 8-9, the increased intensity starts at 5 pm Romanian time - at the time our dogs were hit by something strange in the fence (something very strongly negatively charged that they died 6 hours later) the intensity was very high:

The situation continues in the following days - this image is from February 11:

This one from February 12th, it is observed that the intensity starts to increase again at 6 pm on February 12th - so another series of energetic activations and strange/special events follow:

Day 3, February 12 - meditation 1 - just before the meditation I put a little too much wood in the stove and I sat for about 15 minutes stressed that they would catch fire a little too much. I felt my fear of fires again - I felt my solar plexus ache and I tried to clear this inexplicable fear for me. It is probably something from another life, a fear that paralyzes me especially in the summer when the surrounding vegetation is dry. An exhausting fear for me that keeps me constantly on the alert. I don't know if I have cured it, but I will try again tomorrow. I felt the Archangel holding me in his fatherly arms and I was bigger than yesterday as if yesterday I had been a miniature being and today a normal one.

Meditation 2 - I started the meditation with images of panic related to fires or fire, then I realized that I was standing with my fists clenched in an attack/defense position, a position in which I saw my father sleeping. It is a position in which you show that you do not feel safe. During the meditation I noticed new phrases and new statements that I had never heard before as if they had not even been spoken - I was probably not on the frequency to perceive them.

February 13 - Day 4

Today the Schumann resonance went crazy again after about 12 hours of break:

Meditation 1 - the Reiki one - for almost half the duration I felt anger towards my father and the girl is a situation in which she wrongly offended my husband like a coward without having the courage to tell him to his face that he took me as his confidant. In addition, he told me about his intimate life with my mother and to some extent accused my husband of all his unfulfillments, this after a life of misery and disorder. Towards the end of the meditation I released these negative feelings.

Meditation 2 - I started again with bad thoughts related to my father, but I was interrupted from the meditation and from the string of negative thoughts after about 5 minutes. I resumed the meditation with a better state of peace. I visualized the chakra as small as a tennis ball and very dense, but it relaxed along the way. Three quarters of the meditation I let myself be carried away by the thought of my self of over a few years that the meditation talks about. I took great pleasure in imagining myself in a beautiful setting, confident in myself and surrounded only by joy and everything that I desire now. I didn't even realize when the meditation ended with the thought of those wonderful images.

Day 5- February 14

Meditation 1 - I started it in a state of annoyance, I didn't feel like it. I wanted to watch a movie. I stopped after the first 10 minutes and watched the movie. I resumed it after an hour in a better, calmer state. About halfway through it seemed annoyingly long again, but I listened to it carefully.

Meditation 2 - annoyance at the beginning and here because it seemed like a meditation too long. Halfway through, I felt helpless and hopeless because I couldn't imagine how all the things in my life that I didn't like could be arranged optimally for myself and for other people involved. This state remained with me until the end of the meditation.

Day 6 - February 15 - I watched both meditations with a much better state of calm and peace. Both, especially the first one, seemed very short to me. Totally opposite to yesterday. The only sentence that I didn't fully believe was the one related to the fact that all my experiences are beneficial to me.

Today was the first day out of all the chaos of the last few days when I felt like listening to another meditation compared to the two standards, namely a silent meditation of grounding the energy received in the solar plexus chakra.

The Schumann resonance in the last 24 hours is in a state of peace and tranquility...for now:

When I was saying that I was fine and at peace, I came across an ad on Facebook in which someone was desperately looking for owners for some dogs from another county far from me who were going to be euthanized because the law says that within 2 weeks of capture, if they are not claimed, this is their fate. God, what a world we live in, what misery and suffering!!! How evil people are! Especially since the post also said that those souls also suffered sterilization in the shelter. How could you catch them and kill them so easily? We are a species of garbage. I am ashamed to be human. Do we have the right to kill them? I was overcome with tears and I cried for those souls, but also for my dogs who died a week ago and whom I did not mourn enough.

Day 7 - During the first meditation I fell asleep halfway through, I was in a good mood. The second time I listened in silence and peace, but I'm still not convinced by the statement "Everything that happens to me is for my highest good". I don't see the point of so much suffering and I don't understand what else I could learn from it. To stop getting attached to the beings around me? To go through life without caring about those around me? I really can't understand what this world and this life wants from me. I'm tired and fed up with all the suffering and misery here, and the idea that someone is controlling and manipulating me. Am I healed? Who knows? The muscle test shows me that I can move on to the heart chakra. Is there an even harder week ahead? We'll see. I'm glad I left that behind because it was very ugly and painful.

I also discovered something during this period - Bert Hellinger's familiar constellation method. I ordered books and from Monday, February 17th I'm starting to study and heal there too. There are many patterns in my life that I have from my ancestors and I don't want them anymore (the constant struggle for money, being alone with my husband always looking for money, an ugly and unkempt house, etc.). It's a new area and I'm willing to delve deeper into it. I want a drastic change. I'm tired of ugliness, misery, struggle, hardship, suffering. I want to be free...I'm coming back with the heart chakra...

Geo