Week of January 31 - February 6, 2025 - Sacral Chakra Healing

 

I admit from the start that I feel that this is my chakra most affected by trauma. I expect the worst during the 7 days. I will use this Reiki meditation and this healing and unblocking meditation. Let's see what happens...

Day 1 - I started the day with 2 silent meditations from Mon Aly to cleanse curses and negative energies. It all started with the Facebook page of one of my cousins ​​who has big problems with her parents (she is rejected and slandered a lot by them) and her posts betray a lot of suffering. And I sat and thought. My paternal grandparents did a lot of harm, including convincing the entire family to give false testimony against a poor woman who got pregnant by one of my uncles and gave birth to a daughter about 40 years ago. My cousin has not been recognized in the family even to this day and I sat and thought that each of my grandmother's sons has at least one daughter. Each of these daughters has problems - me with money and my parents, my cousin who I was talking about with her parents, another with a relationship, she separated from her husband and is raising 2 children alone... the cousin I don't know was rejected by her father (my uncle) and thrown out of the family and a fifth is cold and distant and we don't know much about her because she doesn't really let anyone into her life, the sixth is fighting with her sister. I remembered that there are a lot of negative energies floating around in our family and they need to be cleaned. I would like all of our cousins ​​to meet at once and work together on cleaning, but apart from me I don't know how open the others are to something like that. I'm doing what I can alone for now.

After the two sessions above, I decided to bravely set off with the first meditation for the sacral chakra. I repeat, I expected the worst... the climax was an extraordinary meditation, completely the opposite of what I expected. During the entire meditation, I was enveloped in an orange light, I visualized oranges, I had an extraordinarily pleasant state of peace and joy. I saw Archangel Chamuel enveloped in pink, orange and purple colors and I felt like taking him in my arms like a child. That's how I visualized myself. Small like a child holding an older brother in his arms. I could only reach his chest. What's really nice is that when I looked for pictures of Chamuel on the internet after the meditation, I saw him exactly like that in my mind - in pink and purple. It seemed extraordinary to me. I visualized the sacral chakra as small, the size of a walnut, but very fluffy, like a golf ball wrapped in extra fluff and fluff. It gave me a state of peace, joy and cheerfulness at the same time. I had absolutely no negative state. Maybe just a slight dizziness, but very slight.

During the second meditation I saw my chakra like a lace mill that moved and grew with each rotation, but at some point as I was saying the affirmations it turned into a compact orange sphere and dirty with a black paint that seemed to keep springing from its surface. Only towards the end did it clear of the blackness and the orange color began to be very slightly visible. For most of the meditation it was dirty, completely black.

Towards the evening I received a project with 3 digits in euros. Things are moving well.

Day 2 - I'm trying to find out details about the fifth cousin I was talking about yesterday, maybe I can at least see her through a photo. My family gave me a name and a phone number, I found out that she's about 2-3 years older than me, but no one had the courage to call her. I don't think I have either, but I keep thinking about her. I don't know why. She grew up far from her family, with an adoptive father and for a while she even spent time in an orphanage when she was very little. What fate! And all because my grandmother decided that she had no place in our family because she would ruin the life of my uncle, who was a student at the military school at the time. My uncle didn't have any more children after that and adopted a boy with whom he had many problems. And because my grandmother decided like that, they all gave false testimony in court against the woman who is her mother... and hence many problems in the family - my mother lost a child before me, she didn't get pregnant again for a year. And the other uncles and aunts weren't spared for the harm they did. I don't know why I keep thinking about that cousin. We'll see if life ever brings us together. I feel like she was wronged a lot and chose to live some hard lessons by choosing our family to be born.

Let's see today's meditation. I'm only doing the second one because the first one went very well, I'm not doing it again for now.

Towards evening...

I feel a pressing need to get in touch with my cousin who was banished from the family and ask for her forgiveness. I'll see if I can find her and if I have the courage. In meditation, I saw her chakra as a dull ball of orange light, the size of a beach ball. She always emanated a pale, but constant and dull light. It's still something compared to yesterday's image.

I found all the details of my cousin - name, phone number, Facebook account, Whatsapp. I decide that it is better (and the muscle test confirms my choice) not to disturb his life. I listen to a meditation for healing the karma of the family, one for healing the family line on the mother's side and another on the father's. I feel calmer and more at peace. It is not good to stir up trouble and leave things as they are on the physical plane. Clean as possible on the energetic plane and that's it.

Day 3 - I saw myself bent forward as if someone had hit me in the stomach; I saw the chakra the size of an apple, pale orange, very hard, very strong, with the texture of a billiard ball and it hurt where I felt it like a weight. As if someone had hit me in the stomach with it, that's why I was bent over. And when in the meditation it was said that the chakra emanates light, my chakra opened, it had a hinged door but nothing came out from inside, it was empty inside. At some point during the meditation that hard ball fell to the ground and in its place orange light began to radiate from a point, quite pleasant and the ball rolled on the ground and fell into a hole like a well in the ground. I listen to the statements with some indifference - I don't feel distrust, but I don't feel any particular excitement either.

Today I did a past life regression meditation to understand what was blocking me from attracting money. Here are the details. I saw myself as a Roman gladiator in the year 300. I was fighting and killing for money. I was given a bag of gold to kill a woman. She was dressed in white and I killed her from behind like a coward. I then saw myself behind bars and in old age a wandering beggar. I did a theta cleansing session on this topic. Not with great results.

Day 4 - I visualize the chakra as a pale orange beach ball radiating light about 10 cm around. It's better than yesterday. I receive the affirmations with the same indifference.

Day 5 - During the day I followed another meditation for fulfilling desires, healing the chakras. I followed the meditation for the sacral chakra no. 2 with a much better state of mind, joy and peace. I did not follow meditation no. 1 from the first day because it had a positive result from the beginning. I visualized the chakra as a beautiful, intense orange sphere of light, as large as the width of my pelvis and radiating pulsating orange light outward. I received the affirmations with much more confidence and joy.

Day 6 - I am starting to lose my patience. I am financially blocked again. Again the sources of my abundance are closing - why? Am I not grateful enough? Am I not giving enough to others? I'm tired of being grateful for little and giving to others where I don't have enough. I pray... I watched the meditation with a state of boredom and slight annoyance. The affirmations in particular. I saw the chakra like yesterday, big and bright, maybe only in a more intense and reddish orange. Why do I have to fight so much to have what I want? Why years of work? Why wasted money on courses and programs? Why wasted time for almost nothing? I'm tired. I wonder how much longer I have to fight? I really feel like in the movie Matrix where people were used as energy sources for computers and the emotions that produced the most energy were fear and desires - how is it with money in my case. I'm tired of being satisfied with nothing. The idea of ​​the matrix gives me terrible depression because it's all so plausible. I want a good and abundant life. I wonder how much longer I have to work, heal all the shit from other lives or from the idiots of my race? We'll see tomorrow. I'm not giving up yet, I'm not like that, but I'm starting to get really bored...and...

I receive an email newsletter from Isabela Georgescu that talks about the limiting program "I have no choice" and about all the suffering that comes with resignation when you're forced as a child to always do what adults tell you to do. I'm doing a Theta session and for that, for a slightly better state of mind. I feel like I can still see some hope. Here are the details...

I'm also following a Mon Aly session to heal the wound of abandonment and cleanse negative energy. I feel like I'm in a quagmire that I don't know how to get out of and I'm tired of fighting. Done!!!!!

Day 7 - I listened to the meditation in silence and in peace. The same goes for the affirmations. No distrust or anger. Just peace and that's it. I saw my chakra bright and twice as big as yesterday.

I'm ready to tackle the solar plexus. It was an intense, interesting journey and less painful than I expected.

We'll see what happens tomorrow. For now, that's enough...

Geo