July 11, 2024 - cypress essential oil and control obsession

 

After the experience with Ylang Yland oil that I wrote about in the previous post, I decided to work with another oil that I don't like the way it smells - cypress. It suits rigid people, desperate for control, those who always want to push things in the direction they want, those who can't or don't feel safe letting things flow by themselves. "It suits" in the sense of "they need it in healing".

I intuitively identify (i.e. I sit with a pen in my hand and write in my diary everything that comes naturally) the following programs...

I am emotionally blocked

I am flexible no

I am rigid

I am tense

I am stuck in the past

I am a perfectionist

I am afraid that things will go crazy if I don't control them

I always have to be in control

I always have to control everything

I have to be in control of my money

I have to be in control of the rain

I have to be in control of my body

I have to be in control of my mind

I have to control everything

I know how to let life flow naturally no

I let life flow naturally no

I trust life no

I trust the natural course of things no

I trust others no

I am on my own path no

I am in a fog

I am scared that things are getting out of control my

I am scared that things are getting out of control

I need to be in control of things around me at all times

I need to control everything

I can let things flow by themselves no

I trust to let things flow by themselves no

I have a clear direction in life no

I am stuck in the past

I am stuck in the events, dramas, tragedies and injustices of the past

I am afraid of the course of my life

I am unsure of life, my path and my future

I am afraid of the unknown

I am afraid of the unknown

I am in flow no

I know how to be in the flow of life no

I trust to be in the flow of life no

After the session, cypress seems bearable to me, but not yet pleasant, so I still have work to do. I will come back to it when I feel it is necessary...rigidity is specific to those who have the wound of betrayal according to Lise Bourbeau's description. I will explore this later.