July 9, 2024 - Again about fire - barbarians destroy my village with fire

 

For three days I "fermented" and sniffed all the hills and I flinched at every wisp of smoke that appeared in the neighbors, whether as an image or a smell. I decided to do another release session. I close my eyes and think about what it is about fire that makes me feel so scared. Proof that the previous session worked, I no longer feel physically threatened, but the thought of the fire destroying my house and shelter panics me. I see flashes of images of me being in a hilly place, similar to the one I live in now, and on all the surrounding hills I see fire, a sign that the barbarians are close and heading to destroy us and plunder our village. I see myself dressed in leather clothes, with my hair braided in two tails, scared and looking at the fire on the hill with fear. I decide to release the programs:

I am afraid of fire

The fire threatens my house and belongings

I am afraid of losing my belongings and house to the fire

I see fire on the surrounding hills, the barbarians are coming towards us to set fire to us, kill us and steal from us

The fire shows that they are approaching

Bandits are attacking my village with fire

Bandits are attacking my house with fire

Bandits are destroying my house with fire

Bandits are destroying my village with fire

The fire is causing me suffering

The fire is causing my family suffering

The fire is causing my village suffering

The fire is causing my neighbors suffering

The fire is causing my people suffering

The fire is destroying my shelter

I will no longer have a home because of the fire

The fire is destroying my house

The fire is destroying my shelter

I will no longer be safe because of the fire

I am losing my shelter

Fire is threatening me

Fire is threatening

Fire is being used against me

Fire is being used against my village

Fire is being used against my family

Fire is being used against my safety

Fire is being used against my freedom

I feel guilty that I cannot protect my house from fire

I feel guilty that I cannot protect my family from fire

I feel guilty that I cannot protect the village from fire

I feel guilty that I cannot protect my shelter from fire

I feel guilty that I cannot protect my freedom from fire

I feel guilty that I cannot protect the people from fire

Fire only causes me harm

Fire causes harm to my family, my village, my house, my shelter

Fire comes from the sky

The last one doesn't really have connection, I don't know why I felt like adding it, maybe I should explore it in a future session.

After the session I feel a little more at peace, but when I get ready to leave the house, I feel the doorknob hot. It's scorching hot outside and the sun has heated the doorknob very strongly. An image suddenly comes to my mind - me in a house on fire, the doorknob hot and I can't touch it to get out of that house... clearly I still have instances related to fire to heal... to come...