May 10, 2023 - digging deep with all Vianna's methods ... for money :)

 

In this book, Vianna offers several methods for identifying hidden beliefs. I take my diary and start writing seriously and disciplined - I go through all the methods, something related to money must come out. I'm still not where I want to be so... let's see what else we find:

1. Method 1 - Fear - what would happen if I had the money I want?

Answer: nothing - I worked on the fears - and the fear of authorities, and of loneliness... I can't find anything anymore

2. Method 2 - Resentment - I have nothing related to money. I worked on Denise Duffield... more

3. Method 3 - Illness - I don't have any illnesses related to money, more...

4. Method 4 - Manifestation - I imagine in detail what it would be like if I had the money I want. I don't see any problem here either, any impediment. Would anyone be envious of me? I don't know and I don't care... Would something good happen? Bad? Good yes, bad no...nothing special here...more

5. Method 5 - Genetic level. I go and talk to my mother and ask her to tell me about their relationship with money and my grandparents' relationship, on both sides, with money. My mother's parents and mother - normal, relaxed relationship with money, frugal people, considered stingy because they didn't lend money too easily, generally they had enough money, not in excess, but enough to live decently, they weren't desperate for money. My father's parents and father - maximum desperation for money, obsession even. Rich but ugly grandmother, married to handsome but poor grandfather, a big spender out of pride to show that he has, she hid money everywhere from his evil, they always had money borrowed from somewhere, always in debt. My father took over their pattern completely. Let's see what I get out of this.

Clean programs:

I have to spend so I don't run out of money

My husband takes all my money

My husband squanders my wealth

It's normal for a man to have all the money

A man makes money

I'm desperate for money

I need money to help my family

I need money to keep my family close

Without money my husband has to leave home to work

I'm tired of being alone

Money makes me free

Without money I'm not free

My family is desperate for money

I need money to show that I'm rich

I have to hide money from my husband

My husband takes my money if I don't hide it

I suffer for money

Without suffering you don't have money

Money brings suffering

I'm stingy

I'm frustrated because of money

I'm poor

I come from a poor family

The poor have no value

Money gives you value as a person

Without money you have no value

A woman must endure a man's whims

A man has the right to treat a woman as he wants

A man has the right to a woman's money

I am desperate for control

A woman must wait for a man to give her money

I must have control over everything in my life

I must have control over money

If I don't earn money, I am a parasite

I am obsessed with money

I have enough money NO

Without money I am free NO

Money is the essence of life

The lack of money keeps me tied to the house

My sources of money are blocked

Our family is poor

Okay, I have escaped a few more...I am freer...further...

6. Method 6 - Historical level - I pull out everything that comes to mind related to money from our Romanian people...

I have covenants of poverty from other lives

The people I belong to are poor

We are poor, but you know

The poor go to heaven

As much as we are robbed, we have everything NO

We have always been forced as a people to give everything to others

You have to give everything you have to live

If you don't give, it will be taken from you anyway

We are a poor nation

We are a nation of servants

Okay, I'll take these out too...more...

7. Method 7 - The Impossible - what seems impossible to me in my life related to money? Nothing!! I see myself able to do anything and earn anything...more...

8. Method 8 - Benefits - what benefits do I have from not having the money I want?

It seems like this:

- I am forced to always learn something new, to be full of resources

- I am forced to keep my brain active

- I am always learning to do a lot of things, I am efficient, organized

- I learned new skills, I do new and interesting things, I don't get bored

- I had time to take care of my child's education

- I learned to manage money efficiently

Would it be that, with a lot of money, I wouldn't be efficient, organized, wouldn't I always learn new things, wouldn't I want to continuously improve myself? I have to get these out... but I'll leave them on hold for now, to think about them and formulate them properly...

9. Method 9 - Virtues - what virtues have I learned from the lack of money? I pull out a whole list and for each of them I download from the divine perspective the related definition:

acceptance, affirmation, courage, intelligence, communication, gratitude, contentment, detachment, compassion, trust, faith, dignity, affection, cooperation, creativity, curiosity, perseverance, endurance, joy, enthusiasm, excellence, fairness, flexibility, focus, forgiveness, strength of character, generosity, grace, humility, modesty, optimism, passion, patience, self-discipline, tenacity, responsibility, vision, wisdom, hope.

After the whole process, I remember a program from Vianna's book, a program that applies to me too, taken from an example she gave:

It is wrong for a woman to produce more money than a man.

I'll get this out of the way quickly...

The result: I get work in 2 days when I haven't received any in the last 2 months. Ugh!

However... as soon as my husband returns home after 4 days of traveling, the money stops and I realize that everything I received was from intense work, not passive sources... clearly there is still work to be done on both... I'll be back...