While I was looking for other alternatives for balancing the chakras a week ago, I also found Anokh's videos. At that time, they didn't appeal to me. This week, they did.
I decided to postpone the crown chakra and resume all the other chakras through other methods, namely affirmations, mantras and Hatha Yoga positions, the last one very interesting for me because I feel the effect on the physical body directly.
The first week - I accessed this meditation with affirmations and the LAM mantra, then I did the Hatha Yoga positions here for the lower chakras as best I could. I felt good and full of energy.
In parallel, today I felt the need to clean the yard and start arranging an area of the garden where I can charge myself with energy. I really like roses and I miss them here. I ordered roses, a pergola and a boundary fence. I asked my husband to make me a bench in the coming period. I bring a little beauty into my environment, an environment that seemed ugly to me until now and depressed me. Today I felt like taking a step in this direction.
March 5 - this is what the Schumann resonance looks like, many light codes downloaded into us:
During this period I was attracted to Anokh's channel by the Letters of Christ. I learn very little new. It just confirms what I already knew and felt. Maybe just how we can control our ego.
I meditate on the prayer expressed in letter 8. I accept it, but not yet completely. I still feel like someone's puppet, I still feel controlled and used. I will work on myself. I still do not fully accept God as a loving parent. I still feel used.
Here is the prayer:
"Father Mother Life you are my life, my constant support, my health, my protection, the perfect fulfillment of every need and my highest inspiration.
I ask you to reveal to me your true reality. I know that it is your will that I be fully enlightened so that I can better receive the awareness of your presence in me and around me.
I believe and know that this is possible, I believe that you protect me and keep me within the framework of perfect love.
I know that my ultimate goal is to express yourself as I speak to you, I know that you are perfectly receptive to me because you are the universal loving intelligence that so wonderfully designed this world and brought it into visible form. I know that when I ask you to speak to me I send a reflection of consciousness into your divine consciousness and as I listen to you you will penetrate my human consciousness and come closer and closer to my mind and my heart is increasingly receptive.
I entrust myself and my life to your care."
I don't feel like capitalizing the words that refer to God, it annoys me that I have to do this, the idea of submission and divinization of this being annoys me. At the same time, I feel guilty for not doing it and I fear punishment, proof that I have not yet eliminated all church dogmas from my subconscious.
March 6 - today I felt like lighting candles for all the women of my race who have lost their children, for their peace and for their liberation from the traumas involved in losing a child.
I'm still following Anokh's root chakra meditations.
Meditations are becoming less and less appealing to me every day. I still do one every now and then, but I don't find them very effective.
I stop and look at myself...I take a break...



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