March 27, 2023 - retrospective and a new program with Delia Turcan from March 27, today

 

After completing the Theta course from February 3-5, the main topic I wanted to work on was "Money". I was not happy with what I was earning and I worked no less than 263 programs - counted :)

After a month and a half of intense, daily work with money-related programs, I realized that the problem was the peak! elsewhere... specifically the loss of femininity and the attitude of gentleness, calmness and gratitude that I had, but which my desperation for money chased away. I feel tired and I feel the need to completely change the topic I was working on... and the opportunity has already arisen. I have been subscribed to Delia Turcan's newsletter for about two weeks, I follow her with interest, I work on the materials I received, I want things to settle down and to participate in her DNA 3 course in December... until then, a material she sends me catches my attention, a 10-day Theta session about ancestors. It comes at exactly the right time. I was fed up with money and my inability to ask and receive with grace and gratitude. I still didn't feel like I could "attack" this problem. The material about ancestors comes at a perfect time. It makes me think about something else. It helps me not to give up on the intense work I started, but it takes me in a completely different direction...I think not by chance.

Here's what Delia offers (both online and live from Sarmizegetusa):

"A series from the Personal Development Academy, 20 days of work in which we will address:

-the secrets of the Dacian and Hyperborean ancestors and what we can get from there

-our past lives in this area and karmic cleansing, as well as activations of the DNA gifts from them

-the current situation in Romania, respectively the nation and what we can change about it

- releasing the need for belonging to the nation"

Along with the 10 Theta days, there will be 10 Access Consciousness, from April 9th. I'm also attracted to this theme, but I want to delve deeper into Theta first. And I don't have much money either :( Since I've been working on money-related programs, I've been so miserable with money that I had to ask my husband for the 10-day Theta series. I know I still have a lot of "garbage" to get rid of. I don't ask easily, I feel like a useless parasite in this world when I ask and I'm not able to handle it... I know I'm thinking nonsense and that's what I actually have to work on... I don't know how to ask and receive with grace and gratitude because of the education I received in childhood. I'm tired as I said and I don't feel like working on this... for now. Delia's program is good for me because it gets me out of my state.

Returning to the ancestors... I'm looking forward to tonight's session. The Dacians got me interested about 3 years ago when I was watching Daniel Roxin's videos with interest and I also bought very well-documented materials written by Dan Oltean. I was also very attracted to the idea that the Hyperboreans may have been giants. I have researched the topic for a long time, but I have not found many credible sources. It will be interesting to see Delia's perspective. I have also searched for the Belagini laws for a long time, I have found something, I do not know if they were authentic. For a while I also read Niculina Gheorghita's materials inspired by the ancestors...now I am not so passionate about the Dacians themselves, but I am curious to see what Delia has to say and what I can use for my personal development.

About 3 years ago I was at the history museum in Piatra Neamt and I felt a strange attraction and a state of respect and shyness around the vessels from Cucuteni. The picture from Sarmizegetusa sent by Delia on the Whatsapp group did not impress me as much as I expected. I would have liked to feel something, an attraction of some kind, but not really...why? I will find out...maybe I would feel differently there. I have not visited the location never...yet...but I was outraged a few years ago when I found out how the centuries-old beech trees there are being cut down, trees that represent our roots with the earth and with our ancestors...

That being said, I am completely open to what the experience has to offer, I don't think it came my way by chance and I will come back tomorrow with impressions about today's session at 9 pm...