August 21, 2024 - I'm in danger if I show my true face, Passing Netflix

 

I'm watching the movie Passing on Netflix with interest. The movie is about a black woman whose life is turned upside down by meeting a childhood friend who was posing as a white woman. She took advantage of the fact that she had lighter skin than black women, married a white man who hated black people, and built her entire life based on lies. Seeing the clean and honest life that her friend had in the black community of Harlem, the "white" friend realizes what a dry and lying life she leads and starts visiting her friend in Harlem more and more often until she is discovered by her white husband. In the end, she dies after a stupid accident, an accident that we don't know how it actually happens in the movie because things happen too quickly - she throws herself from the window, her black friend avoids catching her, her husband pushes her... the idea is that she dies the moment her true identity is revealed.

I am inspired to extract and release the following programs because I identify with them:

I have to hide who I really am

If the world finds out who I am, I will suffer

I have to hide

The world can find out who I am no

I have to hide my true face

I have to hide my true nature

I have to hide my true personality

I have to show who I am no

I can show who I am no

I am safe showing who I am no

If I show who I really am, I will suffer

If I show who I really am, I will be accused

If I show who I really am, I will be killed

If I show who I really am, I will be marginalized

If I show who I really am, I will lose my family

If I show who I really am who I really am, I will be judged

Being a mother is the cruelest thing in the world (it's one of the lines of one of the characters)

You have to make a pact with the enemy to be well

You have to make a pact with the enemy to be safe

The enemy must not see who you really are

The enemy must not know who you really are

People hate me

For people to love me, I have to pretend to be different

If I hide who I am, I will gain

If they find out who I am, I will die

If they find out who I am, I will be killed