March 31, 2023 - I'm working on a series of 3 R's - Rejection, Resentment, Regrets

 

Between Delia's Ancestors Series which is every night at 9pm and the Advanced DNA course which starts today with Georgeta Sultan, I feel the need to revisit a topic that I put in my diary about a week ago. It caught my attention in the Theta Basics book, section 3R, and I started writing down a few ideas in my diary. From a few ideas, I ended up with 4 full pages.

During a break from working in the garden, I feel the need to record and listen to this cleansing.

Rejection

I identify 2 people who feel like I'm rejecting myself - my father who wanted me to be a boy and is now disappointed in me professionally (he wished he could still be proud of me as a corporate manager, he doesn't understand my choices and every time someone asks him he talks about my glorious past, not my current achievements) and my paternal grandmother, his mother who always wanted boys, didn't like girls. I didn't feel much affection from her.

I replace the programs "I am rejected by my father" and "I am rejected by my grandmother Aurica" ​​with the programs "I accept myself" and "I understand what it means to live without being rejected"

Resentment

I make a list of people I have resentments against...a consistent list comes out - about 30 people, parents, relatives, friends, bosses, colleagues...

I clean up the resentments against everyone and replace them with "I eliminate resentment" and "I understand what it means to live without resentment"

Regret

I make a list "I regret that..." (it comes out no less than 2 full pages, I probably would have found more if I had thought about it, I will resume the exercise another time) and ask for the cleansing of these regrets, each specific situation in turn.

I replace it with "I am free from regrets" and "I understand what it means to live without regrets"

I notice that during meditation I sigh many times, especially when I name the more important regrets.

I feel better, calm, peaceful and ready to start the Advanced Theta course in the afternoon.

Stage 2, baby!! By the end of the year I have set myself the goal of reaching DNA 3. I have the first 4 stages scheduled for now, up to and including "You and the Creator". I am waiting for them all with energy and impatience...