March 21, 2023 - About money again - I'm starting to get bored with the situation

 

I'm watching Ozana Giusca's session about poverty - here: https://beyoubefree.club/saracia-mostenita-sau-cultivata

I identify and work on the following programs (some of them from the Fears and Preconceptions of the Nation section in the previous post). The list is huge and it's pretty much the last list I've worked on for now - you'll see why in the next post. I had some important realizations that made me stop working on money because the problem is elsewhere):

I'm afraid of having more money

I'm afraid of doing better

I'm afraid that I won't have anything to do if I earn more

I always have to have something to do

I feel guilty if they don't always have something to do

I inherited poverty

I'm afraid that I won't have anything to want when I have everything

I work hard for the money I have and it's normal

It's normal to sacrifice my time with my family for money

It's normal to make sacrifices for money

I trust myself that I can make a lot of money No

I was born into a poor family

I discovered my grace No

I know what activities to make a lot of money from No

I know what activities to make money easily No

I have enough education to have a lot of money No

I work hard enough to deserve a lot of money No

Communist education prevents me from having a lot of money

My business ideas are profitable NO

Money is made with a lot of hard work

Money is evil

Money is dirty

Money brings happiness NO

I am afraid of success

I am afraid that money will make me visible

I am afraid that money will put me in the sights of the authorities

Money will distance me from my family

If I have money I will attract too much attention

I am afraid of losing money

I am afraid of standing out

I am afraid of a lot of money

I am afraid of taking responsibility for money

I am afraid of leaving my comfort zone

I am afraid of success

I am afraid of people's judgment

Money brings me people's judgment

Money brings me people's envy

Money means lack of time

Money changes a person for the worse

Better poor and honest

Poverty is in me

The concept of poverty is part of me

I was educated that it is good to be poor

My education kept me in poverty

I am afraid of having money

Money can hurt me

Money is dirty

I come from a peasant family so I can have money NO

I can have more money than my family NO

Peasants are poor

My property is being taken

I will be expropriated

What is mine is being taken

I am free to have the money I want and the wealth I want NO

The government is taking the money

I would rather have no money than have the government take it from me

I am afraid of the banks failing and losing money

I would rather not have money than lose it

I am afraid of having a lot of money

I am in danger if I have a lot of money

I expose myself if I have a lot of money

I must not stand out

If you stand out, you are safe NO

If I have money, someone will take it from me

My poverty is inherited from my family

I have to fight the system

The system takes my money

Money is the devil's eye

Money changes the way a person is

Money reveals your true face

I am poor

I am poor

Poor me

To have money you need luck

Money is never enough

Money does not bring happiness

Money does not grow on trees

Those who have money are smart NO

Money makes people non-human

Too much wealth makes people stupid

Those who do not respect a penny are not worthy of a bigger penny

The poorer you are, the greater your reward in heaven

Results - zero - nothing unlocked, nothing solved. I am going from bad to worse...and I understand why. See the next post...