June 10, 2023 - money and the act of stealing

 

At some of my previous jobs, 10-15 years ago, I used to take something home. A pen, a notebook, a pencil. It seemed to me that I deserved it because I wasn't getting paid as much as I thought I deserved. The department I worked in wasn't a productive one, but an administrative one, and when it came to salaries, we were always behind and we were told that we weren't bringing money into the company, so we couldn't be paid as much as those who were. No one saw the fact that because of our work we were up to date with the documents, the documentation, and we avoided huge fines, or the fact that because of us those employees from the productive departments were in the company...we were just useless paper workers. So...if I had the opportunity, it seemed normal to take something I needed from home. Nothing, but the act of stealing was being put into practice.

I decide to cleanse this energy of poverty and theft because it certainly isn't beneficial to me in the current flow of money. I work:

I lost my abundance because I stole

I am a thief

I stole because I am poor

I need to steal

Steal because I need

I steal because I am poor

I must steal to get my abundance back

I gave away my abundance by stealing

My abundance is stolen

[Name of company I worked for] took their abundance back

I must give my abundance back to those I stole from

I feel guilty for stealing

I deserve to be punished for stealing

I deserve to have my money taken away for stealing

I must give back what I stole

I must give back tenfold what I stole

I deserve to have my abundance taken away for stealing