On the hill in front, a patch of vegetation suddenly catches fire due to a neighbor's carelessness. We watch him with binoculars as he struggles helplessly to put out the out-of-control fire, then as the firefighters come and help him. The whole experience exhausts me and even though it's 1 km away, the panic is so great that I feel the need to work on my fear of fire again, a fear I've worked on before and haven't gotten rid of yet.
I relax and visualize myself being burned at the stake centuries ago as a witch. I pull out all the programs that come to me intuitively related to this situation:
Fire is dangerous
Fire kills you
I must stay away from fire
Fire kills me
Fire destroys me
I must run away from fire
I must stay away from fire
I am afraid of fire
Fire is against me
Fire is bad
Fire destroys everything
Fire hurts me
I hate fire
I stay away from fire
Fire killed me
Fire destroyed me
Fire is against me
I must run away from fire
Fire is a danger in my life
Fire is a danger to my life
Fire hurts me
Fire hurts me
Fire burns me
Fire is a weapon against me
Fire destroys me
I am afraid of fire
Fire takes my life
Fire took my life
I must get rid of fire
I have to stay away from fire
I have to run away from fire
I don't feel completely liberated, there's still something that makes me so afraid of fire...I'll resume working with fire in another session.

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