July 24, 2024 - Patchouli and the connection with Mother Earth

 

After attending some of Loredana Savencu's sessions from the Womb Wisdom program and studying the essential oils she has created programs for so far, I finally receive the cocoa mass I ordered online for the ceremony in the last session of the program. I boil water and make myself a phenomenal cup of cocoa. I watch the ceremony Loredana recorded a few days ago, with the intention of connecting with myself and Mother Earth, I enjoy the cocoa and expect miracles...

Miracles that are delayed. On the contrary.

The first night I have trouble sleeping, like after a strong coffee. I feel weak and agitated. I can't get into the theta state so easily anymore. I tell myself it's normal because the dose of cocoa (45 grams) was quite high and I'm not used to it because I rarely drink coffee.

I plan to try it again and drink the cocoa earlier in the morning. Strangely enough, during the meditation, the roots that I imagine for grounding feel weak and withered. I don't understand what's happening. Cocoa is supposed to help me connect with Mother Earth, not make me weak. I ask Loredana and she explains - "if I weaken your roots, it could be a breakup"... well, that's how it is. A breakup with my father who took to the fields in his old age, forbids my mother from coming to visit us, sees potential rivals everywhere, spends his pension on gambling. I painfully remove him from my life after some nasty words addressed to my family. And yes, this weakens my roots.

I decide to work on this chapter. I use patchouli oil to inspire me to intuitively write the limiting programs in my diary so that I can then translate them into meditation. I am very attracted to the smell of mint and cocoa. Surprising after about a month ago I couldn't stand it.

I release the following and feel better, calmer, more at peace:

I easily connect with Mother Earth no

I easily materialize everything that is beneficial for me no

I am connected to Mother Earth no

I have unlimited abundance in my life no

I am prosperous no

I worry about my life on Earth

Mother Earth provides me with everything I need every day no

I am at peace no

I am relaxed that all my needs are met every day no

All my needs are met every day no

I live in abundance no

I live in prosperity every day in my life no

I enjoy abundance every day of my life no

I have everything that is beneficial for me NO

I easily receive everything that is beneficial for me no

Mother Earth protects me no

Mother Earth defends me no

I am safe here on Mother Earth no

I know what and how to ask Mother Earth so that to be well here on Earth no

I enjoy living on Mother Earth no

I enjoy life on Mother Earth no

I am at peace on Mother Earth no

I am safe on Mother Earth no

I am well on Mother Earth NO

Mother Earth helps me no

Mother Earth listens to me No

Mother Earth loves me NO

Mother Earth protects me NO

Mother Earth hears me NO

Mother Earth supports me no

Mother Earth appreciates me no

Mother Earth is next to me no

Mother Earth teaches me no

Mother Earth is with me no

Mother Earth feeds me no

Mother Earth quenches my thirst no

Mother Earth warms me no

Mother Earth cools me no

I know how to contemplate nature no

I know how to enjoy the beauty around me no

I know what is beneficial for me no

I know how to ask for what I want no

I know how to get rid of fears no

I release fears No

I know how to get rid of patterns that are not beneficial to me no

I release patterns that are not beneficial to me no

I know how to get rid of beliefs that are not beneficial to me no

I release what does not serve me no

I know how to get rid of what does not serve me NO

I free myself from the wounds of the past NO

I transform myself into a better version of myself every day no

I am surrounded by happy people no

Life on Earth is wonderful no

We have everything we need NO

We have everything we need no

We receive everything we need from Mother Earth every day no

I know how to relax no

I know how to be at peace NO

I am at peace NO

Life is a joy no

I remind you that before listening to it, you must enter the theta state. Here are the steps to follow.