February 22, 2023 - Stuttering Session, Free Session for Me and a Sensitive Conviction Related to Dad

 Towards evening we decide to work on the stuttering programs. I haven't found anything to put in place. We leave it as it is.

When I ask the Creator to show me in the state of meditation the result of the beginning, I see the little one again at 3 years old in the house where I lived at the time, cheerfully closing the monitor screen (on which the movie had been playing) and then coming to me in my arms happily and saying to me "Mommy, stop stuttering", while I am in the room door and watching the whole scene.

When I sit up in bed, because I can't decide which programs to work on, but because I want to take advantage of the quiet moment, I decide to give the Creator the command to work with me on any 10 programs that he considers useful for me at that moment. Various programs automatically come to mind such as I am prosperous, I am rich and others that I don't remember anymore, but that I received intuitively.

During the night I wake up and decide to work on the program "I hate my father". In the "Show me" stage I see my father in the seventh plane and hug him. Then I see him descending into his body and I descend too and ground myself in peace and joy. I feel good and at peace. I still have 2 more programs to work on related to him. I need to retest them first to see if they are still valid.

I still can't sleep and I choose to work on the program, namely "I'm suffocating". I use the term, especially related to money and it reminds me of those moments in kindergarten when I was forced to sit with my head under the sheet at lunch because I couldn't sleep. I can't see myself in the ball of light at all. I feel like I have hedgehogs made of tin foil around me, not heavy, just ugly, gray, gloomy, I can't see the light and the ball of light no matter how hard I try to concentrate and resume the meditation. I still rise to the seventh plane, without the globe but only with the ugly wings and ask to replace the program with "I breathe freely", "I am free" and "I am safe".

I also download the feeling "I know how it feels to breathe freely". Then, at the "Show me" part, I see myself with the same wings, but this time very beautiful, of light. I understand that something has worked...