In the morning I work:
I fear failure
I deserve to be successful NO
I deserve to be prosperous NO
Only men earn money
Men earn money only away from home.
How do I work them?
I enter the theta state with the help of the steps from the meditation, I give the command to delete these programs and to write other new programs that I feel would fit in their place.
The film attracted me in a strange way because it is not my kind of film. I prefer sci-fi movies, mysteries, comedies, not gossip and soap operas.
However, I watched it and it took me 2 days to finish it. I discover 2 pages full of limiting beliefs related to luxury, wealth, rich people. I discover that I don't feel at ease in the luxurious environment of the rich...so how can I be rich in these conditions?
Here are the beliefs I discovered while watching the series:
Rich people are arrogant.
Rich people are fussy.
Rich people are not grateful for what they have.
Rich women are arrogant.
Rich women divorce.
Rich women are fake.
Rich women are jealous.
Rich people are materialistic.
Rich people are fake.
Rich women are hard to please.
Rich women are nagging.
Rich women are gossipers.
Rich women are bad.
The rich have no real friends.
Rich women are proud.
Rich women are rude.
Rich women hurt each other.
Rich women are conceited.
Rich women have bad relationships with their partners or are single.
Rich women are spoiled.
Rich people have no real friends.
Rich people are unhappy.
Rich women are pretentious.
Rich women are shallow.
Rich women love drama.
Rich women use every opportunity to stand out.
On February 15, at the end of the series, I recorded a meditation with the modification of all these programs in a single session, a meditation that I listened to the same day.
The result... on February 23, I watched the film again, but with completely different feelings - with attention, without envy, without resentment and even with admiration for those beautiful, elegant and successful women.
I think that getting rid of envy and resentment is an important step in tuning in to the vibration of abundance and wealth. It's good, I say, let's go ahead...
All day I read from the advanced Theta Healing book. I discover a lot of programs to work on that I write down and a lot of feelings to download that I don't seem to have - e.g. I know what it means to be loved as I am.
The list overwhelms me and amplifies the bad mood I've been carrying with me all day. There are so many. It seems to me that I will never succeed. I discover in Chapter 5 no less than 24 pages with feelings recommended to be downloaded. With all my bad mood, I decide to record myself a Theta meditation on my phone, a meditation in which to download all those feelings, plus about 3 more pages I wrote down previously.
The meditation goes on for an hour. I gather courage and decide to listen to it before bed with my headphones.
I fall asleep and wake up right before the last 10-15 feelings out of several hundred. Phenomenal.
I go to bed and wake up in the morning with a much better mood. All these busy days in which I focused only on Theta Healing really messed me up. I need a break, but I can't take it. It's not my style. I fight until the end to get what I want. I can't give up now that I have a few steps left.
I am starting a new notebook in which I will write everything I achieve in the field of theta healing.
At the beginning of it, I write the main commands learned so far in the course - energizing, scanning, releasing programs, healing, downloading feelings, manifestation. Some I didn't do in the course, but I found them in the manual I received later by courier.
Status - I am disturbed, tired, but the download of feelings gave me energy to continue. We are going forward...
Immediately after the beginner's course, I started reading the advanced book. On February 12th, I go through the Basic DNA book and continue with Advanced DNA.
I write in the new agenda all the limiting programs that I have identified as active and are not worked on yet, the list is chaotic and not only related to money:
- I am worthy of being loved NO
- I am afraid of my purpose in life
- I'm afraid of failure
- I hate my father
- I will find peace when my father is dead
- I know how to trust my father NO
- If I love too intensely, people leave me
- I have debts to pay
- I deserve to be successful NO
- I deserve to be prosperous NO
- I have to sacrifice my life for others
- I feel useless
- I am slow to achieve what I want
- I have to fight the evil
In the evening I take a bath that fills me with peace and joy and during the bath I resume the theta meditation and send love to myself and my loved ones, one by one, according to the command in the manual, given that the vast majority of them were children with many traumas from the fetal state. This meditation sends them love, peace and trust even if they didn't feel wanted and felt the negative energies around them at the time they were conceived.
I don't know the result, but for me the meditation filled me with peace and spiritual joy.
About money... the same... I have projects, but they come in bursts, I pay ridiculously high taxes, which annoys me. The flow of money is not smooth, abundant and uninterrupted as I wish... but moving forward...
- I am proud that I am poor;
- I work hard for any achievement of mine.
Reading in the advanced book I discover a strange program that needs to be worked on - I am safe when I perceive the truth NO. I'm working on this one too.
Results - nothing remarkable...
I download:
- I know how it feels to live in abundance, wealth, prosperity
- I understand how I must feel when I have money
- I know how to get money
- I know how to live my everyday life with money
- I know the creator's perspective related to money.
Results - nothing special. The same decent flow, but "impeded" and full of blockages of money.
After 3 days, however, I decided to start work. I just didn't participate for nothing. My most pressing problem: money. How do I start? I looked for block ideas online and started testing them one by one using the muscle testing process learned in class - yes, forward bending - no, backward bending.
Initially, I forgot to hydrate, say the programs out loud and sit facing North. I got chaotic results. I drank the water and started again.
I started with the list of programs from this article: https://www.centruldesanatategabriela.ro/convingeri-negative-si-limitative/
Money is the root/cause of all evil.
Money is the devil's eye.
Uncaught thief, honest merchant.
It is wrong to have money.
Money brings bad luck.
Better poor and clean/honest.
If you give, you don't have.
If I take money, I make obligations.
Being rich is a sin.
"It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter the Kingdom of God."
You can't have them all.
You can't have both money and free time.
I have nothing to give.
Money doesn't grow on trees.
Money is hard to make and easy to spend.
As they come, so they go.
You can't get rich without stealing.
Only thieves have money.
I don't deserve to have money.
Money is for the elites.
Those who have money are privileged.
It's hard to make money.
Money is strange.
It's bad to have money.
You have to have money to make money.
If I am generous with people, they will want more.
Money is never enough.
Money means power.
Money equals freedom.
Money has no smell.
The rich are greedy.
Money is used for manipulation.
People are capable of killing for money.
Money is dirty.
The money is stained with blood.
Money does not bring happiness, but it maintains it.
If I have money, people take advantage of me.
People sell their mother/country for money.
The rich, they only care about money, they don't care about people.
Mom and dad argued about money. People fight over money.
Mom and dad fought over money. People fight for money.
Mom and dad broke up because of money/they hated each other because of money. People break up over money.
You can't make more money than mom and dad.
You have to work a lot and hard to make money.
Financial problems are part of me.
If you don't have money, you are nobody.
If you don't have money, nobody cares about you.
I can't afford anything.
The rich are stingy.
If you spend, you run out of money.
The rich steal my abundance.
If I have money, people will envy me.
Love is more important than money. Health is more important than money.
Money to money pulls.
I hate money.
You sell your soul for money.
It's hard to find a well-paid job.
I am poor. Poor me.
The rich are lucky.
My mother was killed for money.
Poor but proud.
My mother hated her children because of money.
Being poor is a virtue.
Only some people are made to have money.
I am selfish with money and I am afraid of upsetting others.
I don't have enough money to promote my talents.
I feel that if I have more, I steal other people's abundance.
Clients don't want to pay me for my services.
I am ashamed to ask for money for the services offered.
People don't have money to pay me.
If I become rich everyone will want something from me.
If you have it, you have to give it to everyone.
Money belongs to the devil.
My head hurts when I think about money.
I don't know how to make money.
Money is hard to come by.
I don't think I can have money.
I am cursed to remain poor.
Only millionaires have money.
Only millionaires are rich.
The money comes only from the job, only from my husband/wife, my family, etc.
Karma does not allow me to be rich.
I can't be rich.
Something prevents me from being rich.
Something is preventing me from being successful.
The universe does not allow me to be rich.
Money is not important.
My parents are poor.
The more money you have, the more you spend.
If you give money to friends, you remain friendless.
If you have money, you lose your friends.
The rich are able to kill for money.
The rich don't care about the poor.
I'm afraid of rich people.
Money is made to be spent.
Money is a limited resource.
Money is not spiritual.
I don't like to think about money.
People are mean to rich people.
If I have more, someone else will be left without what they need.
If I'm going to have money, I'm going to lose it anyway.
You can't buy love with money.
Money slips through my fingers.
In Romania you don't really have a chance.
The government won't let you.
If you start a business, you are not successful with it.
I used muscle testing and identified 3 negative programs that I have, namely:
It is wrong to have money.
It's a shame to be rich.
The rich are greedy.
I entered the theta state through meditation and replaced them all.
Muscle testing confirmed that all 3 limiting beliefs are at the basic level (that is, they come from childhood) and I took them from my grandmother with whom I grew up. None of the 3 blockages are useful to me, so I can delete them.
The other levels where the limiting beliefs could have been found are the genetic level (ancestors and previous lives), the historical level (collective mentality) and the soul level.
The process lasted a whole evening.
The next day I felt exhausted and in a rather sad state, with moderate depression. Probably all the commotion from the course and all the program rewrites have started to stir the waters and the "garbage" at the bottom. We continue...
In the morning I work: I fear failure I deserve to be successful NO I deserve to be prosperous NO Only men earn money Men earn money only ...
